I think trying to figure out exactly what kind of ideology you support based on how you believe things should be is somewhat an inevitable part of being a new socialist (I did it too) but it's also asking the wrong questions. It's just mapping your ideas and imposing them on the world, when what you should be asking yourself is how did society evolve to get to this point and how do we move forward from the way things are.
Those sorts of questions, when combined with looking at the way things have played out in history, tend to lead you to only a handful of conclusions. You don't really need to focus on ideology itself, since that will inevitably change as you learn and grow. Ultimately, the label you choose isn't important.
Good luck!