The weekends.

Video games, beers and blows.

If I was gone, my wife and dogs would not have the money to live.

Ritalin.

The question.

Being the best at things. There's nothing better than the feeling of being absolutely stellar at something. I try to develop new skills everyday, and try to find the most effective and efficient way to do everything.

Also wife's tits.

And ass.

Oxygen

Substance abuse

Free porn on my phone

The idea that I may escape America one day. My version of the American Dream is leaving.

Spite and hatred is the only reason I bother to wake up and endure another day.

My dogs

i have a test today and honestly if i died right now i would be really mad because i'd have studied for nothing

so i guess i keep going because i have and am doing a bunch of stuff and i don't want that to go to waste

God.

Delusions.

Substanz abuse, my Cat and I'm think to much about how some people would feel if I go

Domino's Pizza

Caffeine and suger.

Cheerful vitriol

https://youtu.be/Vhk_ot7_B5E?si=iawNB1ZLJ8BUPzLo

Millions of years of evolution.

The simple joys in life. My relationship with my hubby, cooking a good meal, having a decent cup of tea, reading a good book, there are so many reasons to enjoy life.

The fact that I'm still on this planet

Spite for the razor in my wallet.

Dog. Pain. Self hatred.