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I’m back! It’s been a while since I’ve been on this site because I’ve found myself under some financial trouble and I’ve been stressed BUT I wanted to take this opportunity to talk about something I love dearly: dihedral groups!

Consider the symmetries of a square:

We can see that there are 4 reflections and 3 rotations, as well as the act of doing nothing at all. Together, we have 8 total symmetries, and in fact, these are all of the possible symmetries. What this means is that if we do one of these symmetric moves and then do another one, we will have not changed the square, and therefore doing these two moves is the same as doing just one of the 8 symmetries on its own. For example, doing a 90 degree rotation followed by a 180 degree rotation is the same as doing a 270 degree rotation. Also, doing a 90 degree rotation followed by a reflection across the vertical axis is the same as doing a reflection across a diagonal axis.

So in other words, we can define a function that takes two symmetries of a square as input and which outputs another symmetry. Since standard multiplication is a function taking two numbers and outputting another number, it makes sense to borrow the notation of multiplication for this function. Our symmetry function satisfies a few useful properties:

  • Closure: As explained above, for any two symmetries, the function will spit out another symmetry
  • Identity: There is a symmetry (namely, the “do nothing” symmetry) such that when it is input into the function with another symmetry, the function will always simply output the other symmetry
  • Associativity: For any symmetries a, b, and c, (ab)c = a(bc)
  • Inverses: For every symmetry, there is a symmetry that undoes it. For example, rotating a square by 270 degrees undoes rotating it by 90 degrees, and doing a reflection a second time after doing it once undoes the first reflection

These 4 properties are so important that any set of objects with a function defined on it that satisfies all of these properties has a special name: they’re called groups and they’re really freaking awesome. The symmetries of a square as a group is called D~8~, since there are 8 total symmetries. Sometimes you might see it called D~4~, since squares have 4 sides, but I think this convention is a bit silly. In the same way, D~6~ is the symmetries of an equilateral triangle, D~10~ is the symmetries of a regular pentagon, and so forth. In general, D~2n~ is the symmetries of a regular n-gon.

Now, one interesting thing is that groups can contain each other. For example, consider an octagon. Since there are squares hidden within the points of octagons, if we pick a square we can see that all of the symmetries of that square are present in the symmetries of of the octagon, so it is possible to throw out all of the other symmetries. What we would be left with is just the symmetries of a square. What this means is that D~8~ is contained in D~16~. You can play similar games to show that there are lots of groups contained inside the dihedral groups.

The last thing I want to talk about regarding these things are their subgroup lattices. Oftentimes mathematicians want to picture the internal structure of a group. One of the ways they might do this is by writing down all of the subgroups of a group they’re studying onto a piece of paper, and then connecting any two with a line if one of them is a subgroup of the other that doesn’t have a subgroup between them. The resulting picture is called a subgroup lattice, and I’ve left some dihedral group lattices below because I think they’re pretty.

two cute dihedral subgroup lattices holding hands and cuddling

Anyway this has been gushposting with your host, yewler. Maybe next mega I might talk about more specific details that make these things cool.

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[–] buh@hexbear.net 12 points 4 weeks ago (4 children)

one of gender-affirming-but-shitty things I do to myself is looking at posts from trans girls living the kind of life I wish I had and letting myself obsess over how jealous I am of them it until it stews into self hatred

this never happened when I looked at posts from conventionally successful men when I thought I was one of them

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[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 12 points 1 month ago (4 children)

The lesser evil that is a strict bedtimecatgirl-cry why do I have to pick this

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[–] XiaCobolt@hexbear.net 12 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) (5 children)

Dorley Hall would be a phenomenal prestige TV drama. Just the twists, dialogue, personal journeys etc.

I'm just not sure how you'd handle pre and post transition characters, time skips etc.

Animation would be one way but then it would probably be less of a hit.

Maybe casting lots of trans actors and using costuming and makeup IDK?

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[–] Beetle@hexbear.net 11 points 1 month ago

I love maths trans mega

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 11 points 1 month ago (4 children)

sad and dysphoria and kinda unhingedWoke up in pain. Thought about hrt more, asking my friend to help me. A bunch of people think I shouldn't though with my living situation. Honestly I don't really think hrt will fix me. I just don't know what else I can do to make it stop. It hurts so bad. Its inescapable.

I remember people here telling me I'm grieving and its normal. But how can I move past it. How can it stop hurting. My life is literally going to be ruined by dysphoria forever. I just want to feel comfortable in my skin again.

spoiler sh I want it so bad, I wnat the pain to stop, I can't, I don't want to keep feeling like this. just for a short while. Trying to put it off and dsitract, like fucking always. I hate ths stupid, shitty existance. why do I do this to myself when I don't think i can get back to being okay :::

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[–] inTheShadowOf@hexbear.net 11 points 1 month ago (1 children)

CW: Death (additional CW below)
spoiler Specific CW: Suicide Reading about a trans girl killing herself and seeing all the hate in response really is grim. Shit world through and through.

RIP Charlotte trans-heart :::

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 10 points 1 month ago (2 children)

People are vile.

Also thinking about how bigotry like this wouldn't exist if people gave even a single shit if their beliefs were true. But they don't and that honestly seems like one of the biggest challenges to communism. People don't care if they believe the laziest, most obvious bullshit ever.

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[–] SexUnderSocialism@hexbear.net 11 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago)

"Researchers at ETH Zurich recently introduced a new method that enables the electromagnetic programming of the wireless expression regulation (EMPOWER) of transgenes in mammals, via the interfacing of nanoparticles and cells."

They found a way to transition the trans genes. Genes gone woke. too-woke-1 trans-specter

[–] Leon_Frotsky@hexbear.net 11 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) (3 children)

::: spoiler obnoxiously positive maybe

Stuff's starting to go good for me ngl, tonight I'm going to the first meeting of the local film club i joined to see a neorealist film made in Germany just a year after the fall of Berlin, so I've been watching some of the other italian neorealist films to get a context for it in advance. at the oxfam i volunteer at i sold like a billion books yesterday and i managed to find a really good quality Wes Anderson artbook with like interviews with him and loads of behind the scenes stuff for just 4 bucks + i saw the new Anderson film the day before in cinemas and loved it. Last week i was at an art museum with a really creative and clever friend and he asked when his first film releases later this year if i want a free ticket to the first screening along with him and all the actors and stuff and im really excited for that, also i got a really cool artbook at the museum about the progression of art in the first half of the 20th century starting with Monet and leading through the major movements until it got to Picasso. Been dressing nicely, taking care of myself, looking nice, really getting into wearing all my different browns and autumnal colours and stuff. Also I injected last night while watching a corbucci cowboy film which was nice. Idk, its feeling like cvnty boymoder twinkhon (positive) summer.

Idk, it feels like I'm being born for the second time, having a road ahead of me and a path to living in womanhood feels so much better than the suffocating limbo i used to be in - also the whole getting super into films (and kind of art in general on the side) thing's been cool af too.

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[–] other_platypus@hexbear.net 11 points 1 month ago

nightmaressome days my brain is like the worst "idea guy" there is, like "you know how you do your best to be decent and care for the people around you? WHAT IF an extremely contrived set of circumstances happen and you behave totally differently than normal and suddenly you've hurt someone or everyone??? Bet you feel bad now don't you you bad person!"

then I wake up anxious and have to talk myself down and this happens multiple times a week. like I'd at least appreciate the nightmare art form if they made any sense whatsoever, but I guess the audience is so easy to scare it doesn't need to.

[–] RION@hexbear.net 11 points 3 weeks ago

Showed my sister a picture of my new haircut an she thought I had a filter on cause my skin looked so nice Hoggers

[–] SamotsvetyVIA@hexbear.net 11 points 1 month ago

is the pixel the trans phone. discuss

[–] buh@hexbear.net 11 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) (1 children)

I know I need to get on hormone tests some time (probably soon) but I think I can tell whether my hormone levels are sufficient based on feeling alone. Something funky happened a few weeks ago that dropped my E (and probably increased T), maybe I be hit a blood vessel when injecting, maybe it's just an unavoidable part of switching medication types, but going purely on vibes (by which I mean anxiety levels and horniness) things have gotten back to normal this past week, and I'm strongly convinced that's a result of hormones stabilizing again.

Even if I don't eventually get the physical changes I want from E, I think I'm going to be on it indefinitely, because I despise the feeling that comes with so much T flowing through my blood...

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[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 11 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) (1 children)

There's a bunch of things I really should do tonight (or the last several) but I really don't want to so I think I'm going to compromise and continue to not do it.

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 11 points 1 month ago

update: I did the easy thing and (separately) I feel like hell.

[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 11 points 1 month ago (1 children)

In one episode of an animated batman, the Joker frets about paying the IRS and not wanting to mess with taxes

Does he have a social insurance number??? When he files his taxes, is his name Mr The Joker???

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[–] LocalOaf@hexbear.net 11 points 1 month ago (2 children)

bad family shit, grief, mental health, sobriety/relapse, dysphoria, venting/rambling idkMy dad died

We never really had a good relationship and it kept getting worse due to his alcoholism which eventually led to his death

I don't know how to feel

I always thought it'd be a relief when he passed since he kept getting worse and worse and his health and quality of life and cogency kept plummeting and I kept getting more resentful of how much his decline and addiction put strain on me and my mom (only child) to take care of him even as he made everything as miserable and difficult and tedious as possible but I really don't think I feel anything and it's really odd

My overall mental health is a lot better than it has been at low points before, I've had depressive episodes where I could hardly get out of bed and isolated for years and now I'm healthier and have some close friends again for the first time in years but I feel really... off? Uncanny? I don't know what to call it. Depersonalizing? I feel like I'm not really here?

I'm a recovering alcoholic and have been mostly sober this year but slipped up twice and feel bad about both of the relapses but only one was bad

Feel physically really gross

Just too big, too awkward, always swimming upstream trying to not become a fucking sasquatch due to shit genes and always feeling stubbly and gross

I felt like my skin is made of sandpaper

Idk I guess a silver lining is since I tried to stop drinking I started doing weed a lot more and I've been enjoying music a lot more again which is nice

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[–] other_platypus@hexbear.net 11 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) (6 children)

Monday Minecraft. Is that a thing? Can it be a thing?

Update: it was also Minecraft Tuesday

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[–] mendiCAN@hexbear.net 11 points 4 weeks ago (3 children)

as i logged on my bearsite i saw a new tagline! it was a silly one, completely contextless, no way to know what it means. but this time i was there, in the silly thread when it came to be! i get it! I'm chuffed haha, so here for this.

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[–] XiaCobolt@hexbear.net 11 points 1 month ago (8 children)

Funny how estrogen would have saved all three Ta'veren in the wheel of time.

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[–] 0x2640@hexbear.net 11 points 1 month ago (1 children)

we have a transmasc friend with multiple sclerosis and he wants to start T but isnt sure what kind of effects thatll have on the MS... anybody know anything about that? (obvs asked doctors and they said its a bad idea but like we dont trust doctors around here soooo :3)

[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 11 points 1 month ago (2 children)

Believe it or not testosterone HRT is something they do for cis men with MS (they often have lower T because of the disease process). It's even known to have neuroprotective benefits including some protection of myelin (potentially even forming new mylein, I dunno the details)

I'm not sure what the doctors are thinking... presumably they're worried the cardiovascular risks aren't worth it. But if your aim is just masculinizing then the risk is more or less what every cis man is walking around with and AFAIK they don't order an anti androgen to cis men with MS lol

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 12 points 1 month ago

AFAIK they don't order an anti androgen to cis men with MS lol

Yea this, if they don't take cis people off their hormones don't let them do the same to you

[–] 0x2640@hexbear.net 11 points 1 month ago (1 children)

this was our general understanding as well, thanks for affirming it (twas why we didnt trust the doctors in the first place x3)

[–] Thallo@hexbear.net 11 points 1 month ago (2 children)

Never trust doctors. They want trans people to suffer.

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[–] frankfurt_schoolgirl@hexbear.net 11 points 1 month ago (5 children)

Sex and dysphoria:

spoilerI somehow really fucked myself up with bottom dysphoria in the last couple months. It didn't used to be like this, I didn't exactly like having a penis but I was ok with it and could let people touch me and stuff. But idk somehow I got all messed up about it. I guess I don't want anyone to touch my dick under any circumstances now, but I feel like that won't go well. Everyone I've ever been with has been really interested in it. IDK maybe I just need to be celebate and to work harder for bottom surgery.

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[–] EstraDoll@hexbear.net 11 points 1 month ago (3 children)

watching marvel movies in french call that crepe shit

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[–] Carcharodonna@hexbear.net 10 points 1 month ago (2 children)

I’m pushing here for a group reading of Trans Liberation: Beyond Pink or Blue: https://hexbear.net/comment/6194743

It’s a relatively short but good read. Let me know in the thread if you’re interested!

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[–] sodium_nitride@hexbear.net 10 points 1 month ago (1 children)

I am am expert of aura farming.

[–] sodium_nitride@hexbear.net 11 points 1 month ago

But not of spelling

[–] bolshevikLovelace@hexbear.net 10 points 1 month ago (2 children)

i just tripped over and broke my favourite skirt cri

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