I always hate Christmas, so kind of all of them. My mom is a hoarder so it always starts with finding just enough space for that stupid tree. I'd just prefer to be alone in silence.

Maybe when I was a kid and got a new phone. I kind of can't act happy spontaneously, so I just had this "looking happy and surprised" shit prepared. And it worked, rather too well. My dad insisted on recording me and then putting it on Facebook, and got mad at me because I disagreed with that. I think I just had to put up with it anyway.

2023 - He bought me some HP inkjet printer. I thanked him and explained I don't need it, so that we could return it. Again, his usual speech about how useless he is, that he shouldn't have been born, that he always wanted a happy family and never got that, "Other men beat their wives and kids and they still love them. I don't, perhaps that's where I made a mistake." and he can't be talked to at least until the next day.
Same goes with any disagreement, even stuff like when I don't want to watch a movie with him.
My mom's words of encouragement are that I am a heartless egoist like my father, that I should never get married, and how much I owe them because they gave me the gift of life. Former is likely true, I am a piece of shit indeed, but I didn't decide to be born, they did that.

2022 - Just disappointing because I had better expectations.
It was Christmas Eve night already. I said I'll take the trash out, but also secretly took my phone, OTG cable, USB extension cord, RTL-SDR and the extendable dipole antenna. I expected OK-ish pass of NOAA-15 and a great high elevation pass of Meteor M2. I thought I could have some fun on Christmas maybe.
Well, I got the APT and DSB from NOAA-15, but I couldn't detect any signal from the Meteor. I've still seen what I think were Orbcomm sats, so it wasn't fault in my setup.
Well, well, well. My luck - Meteor M2 has died earlier that day.
Bruh... What are the odds...