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The original was posted on /r/nosleep by /u/mortanx on 2026-02-08 00:58:31+00:00.
I always know what time it is, even though I’ve never seen the hands of a clock in my life.
The morning sun warms the air behind the window at my back, that’s how I can tell the hour. Light doesn’t reach me, but heat always betrays where the sun is.
“It's nine o’clock,” my digital clock announces from the living room shelf.
“I know,” I mutter back with a small smile.
Tuesday morning. Workout day.
I don’t go to the gym, every corner of my apartment is familiar, every object has its own sound, weight, scent. It’s much more comfortable to move here, in a space I know like my own heartbeat.
Four steps from the bed to the wall bars, then a right turn, and my palm is already resting on the cold steel bar. Every motion comes from muscle memory.
The rough, grooved texture presses into my skin, a quiet reminder: hey, you used to train more than this.
It’s right. Lately, I’ve let myself go a little, I can feel the small extra curve of my stomach whenever I bend down.
And every time, I hear my old teacher’s voice in my head:
“Just because you can’t see yourself, Victor, doesn’t mean you shouldn’t take care of yourself.”
Growing up blind in a foster home… that sentence was worth more than he knew.
But the world of sound was always mine. There, I always knew exactly where everything was. And there, nobody ever told me I wasn’t good enough. That’s where I found my success too. I started my own little company, mostly digitalizing and restoring old recordings.
And it’s been going well.
Lately I’ve had plenty of work: old cassettes, family tapes, criminal case evidence, radio archives… I even have regular customers now.
That’s how Lois’s cassette ended up with me.
The mailman brought it yesterday. Small package, feather-light. The paper felt rough, crinkling slightly under my fingers. I hate paper letters, but people are stubborn, so many still insist on using them.
The mailman read it out loud for me. Good guy, always patient:
“The cassette belonged to my father. He was a reporter in the sixties. I’d like to have it digitalized.”
That was it. Nothing more. Lois wasn’t very talkative.
When I first held the cassette, I felt it immediately.
Cold plastic with tiny cracks beneath the surface, a little dust along the edges, old tapes have their own scent. But this one… this one smelled ancient.
A strange mix of sweetish dust and metallic dryness, made even stronger by the sterile air of my apartment.
As my hand slid across it, something washed over me.
Not bad… just different.
I rarely get that feeling from a job.
And whenever I do, something unusual is always waiting on the other end.
Everything in my studio is exactly where it’s supposed to be.
That’s not a habit, it’s a survival technique. If something moves even an inch, the whole world tilts sideways in my head.
On the left edge of my desk is the cassette deck. To the right of it sits the digital interface, its buttons marked with tiny raised dots. In front of me: my keyboard and mixing console.
My headphones hang where I left them yesterday, over the top right corner of the monitor. There’s a little scratch along the plastic ear cup; that’s how I recognize it by touch.
I slide the cassette into the deck. The mechanism grips the tape with a soft, buzzing whirr. The click tells me it caught properly. My computer chimes, the system detected it.
I put on the headphones. The ear pads are still a little cold, but my ears warm them quickly.
Then I press Play.
The button clicks a bit stiffer than usual, I make a mental note to oil the mechanism later.
The tape starts to roll.
I feel the vibration through the deck’s metal casing as the motor spins up.
Then… nothing.
Not the kind of nothing you get from a bad recording.
Not the airy hiss of an empty tape.
This is the kind of nothing that feels like someone cut the sound out of the world.
Absolute silence. Only the faint mechanical hum of the deck tells me the tape is actually moving.
“What the hell…” I mutter.
I stop the playback and restart it.
Still nothing.
I lift one side of the headphones with my fingers, and I can clearly hear the soft, steady whir of the tape turning. The machine is working. But there’s no sound on the recording.
At first, I think I messed something up. Maybe I connected the interface wrong? The cables sometimes loosen a bit.
I run my fingers along each connector. Everything is firmly in place.
No gaps, no loose ends.
I tap the side of the headphones with my palm, a deep, soft thump.
Same sound as always. They’re not broken.
Then, half a second later, my computer speaks in its synthetic female voice:
“Activity detected: extremely low frequency range. Dominant signal: fourteen point two hertz. This frequency is not audible..”
My throat tightens.
“Fourteen… hertz?” I whisper.
That’s impossible.
There’s no way a handheld microphone from the sixties, a cheap cassette recorder, no less, could capture something that low.
You’d need specialized lab equipment just to detect that kind of frequency back then.
I press Play again.
That silence hits me like a fist in the chest.
A deep, heavy emptiness that makes even my own breathing feel unreal.
The machine speaks again:
“The signal is continuous. Amplitude: negative seventy-eight decibels. According to the system… it exists.”
“It exists, but I can’t hear it…” I mutter, uneasy.
I stop the playback again.
Silence. Normal silence. The kind my apartment breathes with.
I tilt my head and concentrate. Then I start the tape once more.
The silence… shifts.
It has weight.
Like the shape of the room changes when the tape is playing. Like my own breath echoes from the wrong direction.
And then the computer interrupts again:
“The signal on the recording… cannot be identified. Unknown source.”
A chill rips straight down my spine. This isn’t a technical issue anymore. This is something else.
Something I’m not supposed to hear. Or maybe something I should hear, just not like this.
I place my hand on the cassette.
It’s still cold. I can barely feel the vibration through the plastic, but I know there’s something on that tape.
Something that shouldn’t be there.
My curiosity won’t let me go.
That fourteen-hertz “nothing” is still vibrating somewhere deep in my throat, a nothing that somehow feels like too much.
The world is full of sounds we can hear… but the ones hiding beneath the threshold, the ones that seep through from below… those feel like something breathing under the world.
I have to know what’s on this tape.
My fingers rest on the keyboard. I find the shortcuts that scale audio up into something audible.
My screen reader recites the changes in its flat, robotic voice:
“Frequency range modified. Multiplication factor: ten.”
I swallow hard, start the playback, and hold my breath.
The tape clicks. The mechanism hums.
And then, finally I hear something.
At first it’s just a distorted, scraping noise. Like a speaker cable with a tiny tear in it. Then something sharper peeks through, and I realize it’s a door creaking open.
From the pitch of the squeal, it’s an old hinge. Maybe a basement door. The kind that echoes in narrow, forgotten places.
I barely breathe. I tilt forward, listening like a hunting dog locked on a scent.
Then the entire soundscape changes. The air on the recording seems to shift. The audio crackles once, and suddenly I hear wind, sharp, clean, rushing wind as if it were blowing right into my face.
But it doesn’t sound like city wind. This is deeper, emptier, almost cathedral-like.
Whoever recorded this was somewhere huge.
A cold shiver runs along my arms, even though I’m just sitting in my small, warm room.
Then something moves closer.
Footsteps.
Fast, determined, hard-soled steps. The sharp clap of shoes on wooden floorboards.
Someone is running.
The microphone gets too close and the sound distorts, the steps exploding in my ears for a split second.
And then, sudden silence.
Not the silence of an empty room.
The silence of someone standing motionless in a giant, hollow space.
A moment later, I hear dripping.
Not pipes. Not a faucet.
Single droplets falling at perfect intervals, hitting what sounds like metal… or bare concrete.
Things are getting stranger. This recording… wasn’t made in one place.
Or if it was, that place was impossibly large, shifting, inconsistent. As if the microphone were jumping through space and time.
The next moment the background erupts.
Traffic.
Engines roaring past. Old engines, deeper, rougher, ragged. One of them screeches like the muffler is blown wide open.
Wind crashes in again.
The footsteps return, but farther away this time.
And then…
A man’s voice.
Not the clean, directional voice of someone speaking into a mic. Not even the muffled tone of someone in the room.
It sounds like he’s speaking right next to me.
His voice is monotone, strained, almost suffocated:
“Was it worth it?”
No one answers him on the recording. Nothing moves in the background. No breath, no shuffle, no static. Just that same sentence, over and over, like a damaged tape head stuck in a loop:
“Was it worth it? Was it worth it? Was it worth it?”
His voice frays a little more with each repetition, like his vocal cords are shredding.
The frequency graph on this thing must be a disaster, and yet… there’s something unmistakably human in his tone.
Uncomfortably human.
I can’t take it anymore.
I rip the headphones off. The ear pads land with a soft thud on the desk. I lean back and sit th...
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