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I have couples counseling today and I am terrified I will out myself before I'm ready. Wish me luck 💜

I love it 🥰 I am hoping to get more piercings soon

On the plus side, got gender euphoria from having feminine earrings and being told they suit me :]

Getting destroyed at work and missed my trans support group for the second week in a row 😮‍💨 I don't know how people enjoy this time of year. I love people and want to have a good time, but there's too much stuff going on for me

It was quite delayed for me. Almost an hour before I felt anything change

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I meant to add this aspect as well, but I'm inexperienced and didn't know how much that would come off as scaremongering. You could say similar about my antidepressant as well, for example, but I would never steer people away from those. I think the mindset going in is important, that it may not be a solution in itself but can be a tool to make dealing with your problems a little bit easier / more bearable.

Does your library tell you how much you saved by not buying the books? Mine does and it's staggering how expensive reading can be. Good thing I read slower than anyone I know 😬

Best of luck! I hope it is helpful

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I have only used it once, so I can't really speak to that. I know there are people who use it for depression and pain management, though. My siblings are all potheads 😬 I will probably keep using it every once in a while.

It was nice to know that I am not unhappy and anxious in my essence. The brief time I was mildly high made me want to do more to make myself joyful through the day.

Sorry for kind of dancing around your question. Hopefully someone with more experience can chime in too

Unbelievable win. A bit on par with Bureaucrat 😄

weed, mental health

Been scared to try weed because for a while it could put me out of a job, but I just switched to a place that doesn't care. So I tried it last night. Wow. It felt like being a kid again. For a brief moment, I enjoyed my hobbies, found things funny, and generally "felt" again. I could tell it was wearing off when my smile faded away. Chronic depression sucks.

That gave me some hope that I can feel joy. I can be happy. Did some makeup (badly lol) today and that feeling of joy was there. I'll have to wipe it off soon, but oh my goodness, I see me in the mirror

There is something otherworldly about a quiet snow :) Especially if you don't have anywhere else to be