Yeah I was about to say
Generally using tools for this sort of purpose is known as a "Personal Knowledge Base" or just "personal wiki"
Obsidian is a good software for that, and I use it for that purpose, albeit it's not open-source. But it's very useful to help keep you organized
There was this critical video essay on kurzgesagt made a couple of years ago that I thought was worth a watch
Really, it's about laypeople using technical terms that they don't understand, and the industry actively encouraging it
It's a mess and it sucks
PTSD is horrible, and the people with PTSD who didn't engage in a genocide should get better treatment for it
Why do we focus so much on the people doing the worst shit? There's so many innocent people with PTSD that are treated like dirt by their country's respective systems
It is beautiful!
Sex is natural and not something that's aesthetically inferior to other things
Honestly, as much as I don't think I would actually have enjoyed that for long, it does sound kind of nice. At least when you put it like this
It seems simple, in a nice way. A little slower life. A break from all the usual
I'd anything the lack of cooperation inherent in capitalism hinders science and technology, not encourages it
It probably would never appear green, due to the black-body radiation distribution. When the peak is at green, it just looks like white to us. Our sun is kinda a "green" star due to this
But it would go from blue to white to red. Similar colour progression that we can find in the distribution of stars
There are many flavors of poly, you sound like you fall into relationship anarchism/solo poly, which is pretty much what I practice, as that's what appeals the most to me.
I don't want to have a say in what my partner(s) can or cannot do, it doesn't feel right to me. I want them to spend time with me because that's what they want to do, and it's not appealing to me to essentially make decisions for them. I don't want to make rules and essentially establish any form for power or control over my partner(s). Maybe it comes naturally to me as I'm already an anarchist politically, I dunno, but either way
It's about finding the right people that suit you, really, I think
Specifically they were sexualizing and objectifying her, and she was 17 at the time
Sounds like what you might want is polyamory
I myself relate to what you're saying a lot, with the exception of also wanting/having romantic feelings. I just don't vibe with all that's involved with monogamy
I'm European, I say fuck the animal product industry. Traditions that people care about won't fully die out anyway
Of course, I can only speak for myself