Mattypatty222

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Always paranoid in relationships in c/askchapo@hexbear.net
[–] Mattypatty222@hexbear.net 4 points 1 month ago

No, its been established by her and I that this is a mono relationship and we are getting back together when she gets out. She tells me she loves me, im her man etc.

Always paranoid in relationships in c/askchapo@hexbear.net
[–] Mattypatty222@hexbear.net 4 points 1 month ago (1 children)

I cant im in treatment showing up on monday at her house. And we are going to move and start renting a house together.

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Always paranoid in relationships (hexbear.net)
 

Im getting back with an ex after a split up of a month and a half (she slept with bartender during that time, but I can forgive, we weren't together). Im in treatment right now and mainly focused on that. But ive been talking on the phone with her at night for like 8 hours at a time, and I always get paranoid theres another dude in the background eating her out or something. Not sure how to get rid of these thoughts, seems a little brazen she'd stay on the phone with me for 8 hours talking about kids and marriage and how she loves me if there was another dude there eating her out.

Idk how to purge these thoughts from my head

Why do you think the band Rise Against moved from a more Punk sound of the first four albums to a slower more ballad heavy alternative rock sound? in c/music@hexbear.net
[–] Mattypatty222@hexbear.net 4 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) (1 children)

They're still very good, dont get me wrong. I'd never be embarrassed to play some Rise against. They're just more of a rock band with an alternative sound now than they are melodic hard-core or skate punk these days.

This newest album is basically just a straight up rock album with maybe one punk sounding song on it.

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Why do you think the band Rise Against moved from a more Punk sound of the first four albums to a slower more ballad heavy alternative rock sound? (hexbear.net)
submitted 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) by Mattypatty222@hexbear.net to c/music@hexbear.net
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From what ive heard joe is the real skater and punk of the band. Tim is a great musician and singer and songwriter, but he's the one who loved ballads and slower songs. I feel like joe was probably largely responsible for the sound of the first four albums, the speed etc.

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Dude aren't you the one who made that thread about crapping your pants? (hexbear.net)
 

Seriously you have no room to talk

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My alcoholic ex giflri3nd always thought my opioid and other drug addictions (hexbear.net)
 

Were "so gross"

Why are alcoholics hypocritical like this?

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Jail stories hilariois (hexbear.net)
 

I was in like a suburban county jail in Kansas one time ( some of you can probably guess the one)

I was talking with some tatted up dude by the phones.

Some kid who you can obviously tell was a first timer comes up to me and this tatted up rough looking dude and is like "Dude I dont like the way this guy on the phone looks) I think he's a child molester we should all three go and beat the fuck out of him.

Im like dude this is pre class in "kansas suburban jail" im not getting another charge for putting hands on somebody. Im just a fuckin drug addict.

This kid thought it was pelican bay or something.

I miss her guys. in c/chat@hexbear.net
[–] Mattypatty222@hexbear.net 2 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) (1 children)

I gave her 300 bucks while I was in jail because she was behind on rent. The day before I got out (last friday) I told her I was going to call her when I got out. She said fine.

When I did get out she just ripped into me and then blocked me again...

It's just like... "how could she?" I would have died for this girl.

I still would. She had me labeled in her phone as loml "love of my life"

She just changed and I hate alcohol so much. Im not sure if it was the alcohol that caused her to flip moods so much or some sort.of undiagnosed mental health condition like borderline personality disorder or bipolar (not a psychiatrist, so i can't say)

I miss her guys. in c/chat@hexbear.net
[–] Mattypatty222@hexbear.net 3 points 1 month ago (1 children)

Thats what ive heard time.. I just feel like I'll never find another one like her. She was Indian from India, but she also was adopted so she had that Midwestern working clas personality personality to her.

She was so kind and sweet...

I had a drug problem (still do) and even though she was an alcoholic she thought it was gross and just didn't understand opiates addiction, or hard drugs in general. It was just gross and weird to her.

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Fellow hexbears making fun of me. (hexbear.net)
submitted 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) by Mattypatty222@hexbear.net to c/movies@hexbear.net
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I have to ride the subway to get home from work, and i have a to wear a green bozo the clown wig sealed to my head at work, so i wear it home on the subway.

Lately a group of ruffian hexbears has been making fun of me and getting in my face and singing "send in the clowns" by Stephen soundheim.

Any ideas on how I should deal with this group of ruffian hexbears?

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I miss her guys. (hexbear.net)
 

So much.... I'd do anything to have her back. I took her for granted until she was gone.

Nothing can bring you to your knees like a girl breaking your heart (at least in my case)

She started getting heavy into her alcoholism towards the end and just changed... she started lying when she never used to. Thats not the girl I fell in love with. Still, it took her dumping me to finally separate us...

I still think about her all the time and it still hurts.