It's ok to need a break to regroup.
It's essential to come back from that break.
Things you can do when you are ready:
1 - Survive. Dead people don't help. Martyrs are rare, most become statistics. 2 - Establish a local community for support in case of an emergency. 3 - Prepare emergency water and food supplies. 4 - Gather first aid supplies and train with them. 5 - Consider getting classes with a concealable sidearm and getting your Conceal Carry License. Most likely you won't need it, but it's a security blanket that you might want someday. After you have trained and stored an ammo supply, consider a 12 gauge for home defense and an AR for mobilization/hunting. Then get an armored vest. Then train more and buy more ammo. 6 - When a populist economic message and charismatic candidate emerge to challenge the new status quo, compel your community to join the revolution.
I know of a man in Texas who was a nuisance for a local city council. He disappeared one day, then his YouTube channel vanished.