This is only getting me more depressed... I'm aware that my life sucks.

Moving is completely out of my hands, I live with my family

Those events you talk about aren't a thing here. I really hope you understand

I wish you understand, we're going in circles. I don't like anything and most of the things you say aren't a thing here.

I already said it requires effort.

I'm not passionate about anything unfortunately. I only like videogames. Anything gun related is basically illegal or complicated here and you need lots of money also a person like me shouldn't be close to guns. And I live in the middle of nowhere, to do high school, the teens need to go to another city, just think about that.

Yet another shitty week