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Damn, i'm taking this xD

That's what i expected when it said "micro retirement"...something worthwhile like 6 months+

My vacation money usually goes to taxes each year as a Dutch citizen.

It's a sick joke imo. "Here's the money we took from your wage for vacation, but also here are the tax bills that are equal to that amount".

Thanks i hate it.

I'm saving up my own wage for retirement and investing it myself because i have zero trust in these systems. I watched my dad get screwed out of a large part of his retirement money.

People get so upset over video games like i'm just trying to escape from life's pressures for a little bit...calm down please.

I'll just stick to single player games tho.

"App" and "genuine engagement" are 2 things that don't go together.

I met my now wife through myspace back when i was 19.

I went out and always managed to find some cute girl no matter where i went, but they all lacked depth and interests. Even then, i can't even imagine what women are like now....they probably look like a phone brand logo 24/7.

We started talking because of a friend of hers, that lasted about a year until i was finally able to meet her for the first time...turns out she wasn't acting about who she was and had been genuine all the time.

Easiest decision i ever made.

It's been something i've thought about a lot, but at the moment it feels manageable to the point other things get priority.

I don't care Netflix. Lower the cost and let me share with my retired father again.

You advertised to me i was allowed to share and then took it away, fuck you.

This seems interesting, i'll read it fully after work if i don't forget.

Something has me convinced i'm depressed but the only time i ever had the posibility to look for help they sort of just worked me towards the door and cut me off asap.

But they ended up giving me some sort of anti psychotic medication, which definitely allowed me to get back on my feet at the time. (Shit was dark, i fell in a hole with covid, homelessness and unemployment alltogether with my wife and reached a point where i struggled so much i couldn't even get my ass to a job interview).

But i still don't know what the cause of my struggles is, only that they've been around as long as i can remember. Some form of psychotic whatever wouldn't surprise me either looking at my mom and what she did. But from what i know (which isn't a lot obviously) it seems more like depression.

Sure let's make "why" into a negative.

Might as wel surrender your life and live by a.i.'s statements.

When i was working out people started complaining i was too buff, when i wasn't working out people complained i was too skinny.

When i'm fighting for my goals people complain i'm trying too hard and when i'm not they are complaining i need to do more.

It's never right with them...hold on to those compliments, they are few and far between.

I had a convo on instagram with some guy (who turned out to be some kind of coach for life goals or whatever) and he started praising me for recognizing a certain hardship and it turned me off from conversing with him...it made me physcially cringe hearing someone praise something i did.

I'm probably a little messed up lol

I wish they never invented mobile phones, my wage doesn't justify being bothered outside of work.