Hello,
Sorry to hear this.
On another topic, maybe this kind of posts would be more fitted for a community like !goodoffmychest@lemmy.world
You are getting heavily downvoted here, I assume it's because your comment does not really follow the second rule about "encouraging conversation".
I think it's okay to promote instance on !newcommunities@lemmy.world, especially if they are thematic as fanaticus.social