Angel

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Fuck February for being a shorter month.

But, thankfully, that CNA course begins right on March 2nd, and I am so excited.

My friend told me that he is very much willing to do whatever he can to help me get out of this unemployment situation. Not only will this be able to get me a CNA certification, but I'll be able to have continuing education to move to higher position as I'm working a CNA job.

If you would like to contribute any amount now:

Cash App: $QuingCrimson

I have PayPal, Venmo, and Zelle, too. PM me if you would like to help through those means.

[–] Angel@hexbear.net 3 points 4 hours ago

Same for me.

I do identify as Afrikan above all else, but I probably wouldn't refer to myself as such in any context where it could incur confusion.

[–] Angel@hexbear.net 8 points 5 hours ago (2 children)

"FBAs" don't identify with the term "African American" specifically because they hate the "African" part of it.

I don't identify with the term "African American" specifically because I hate the "American" part of it.

We are not the same.

[–] Angel@hexbear.net 8 points 7 hours ago (2 children)

Something that bothers the hell out of me is when white queer people expect me to be queer first and Black second.

I did that, and it led to immense self-hate and feeling like I belonged literally nowhere.

My queerness and androgynous presentation greatly impact how I move through the world, yes, but no matter what, anyone who looks at me will see that I am Black FIRST. Not only that, but unlike my queerness, the fact that I am Black is literally tied to an entire fucking history and lineage, and that shapes the conditions of how I and other Black people as a whole exist today.

There is not a single thing about me that is actually more important than my Blackness, honestly. People will say, "Why do you make everything about race?". Well, it's because the system did it first. That's why, motherfucker.

No white person (or non-Black person, period, to be honest) I have dated has been able to make me feel seen in terms of race. Even the very person who would be in what is supposed to be the most intimate position they could ever possibly be in my life could not truly grasp this extremely important thing about me and how I exist in this world. Their intentions could've been the best, and they could've been the nicest people, but it made my relationships hurt and devoid of joy.

I am even very careful about having white people as just friends, let alone me refusing them as partners.

To this day, I think of the first partner I ever had and how she, as a Black woman, made that relationship feel like literally no other relationship of mine that came after that. She is actually the only Black person I have dated so far, and that is something I intend to change when I am far more stable.

White leftists are a fucking joke.

[–] Angel@hexbear.net 9 points 9 hours ago (1 children)
[–] Angel@hexbear.net 1 points 10 hours ago (1 children)
[–] Angel@hexbear.net 7 points 10 hours ago (1 children)

CW: Racist ViolenceI have seen how terrible these people are IRL, even. I have been physically assaulted by white queer people, including white queer women. This even happened to me at an earlier job I had, and I felt scared to tell anyone because I knew that no one would be on my side, especially since I was the only Black person there.

 

Fuck February for being a shorter month.

But, thankfully, that CNA course begins right on March 2nd, and I am so excited.

My friend told me that he is very much willing to do whatever he can to help me get out of this unemployment situation. Not only will this be able to get me a CNA certification, but I'll be able to have continuing education to move to higher position as I'm working a CNA job.

If you would like to contribute any amount now:

Cash App: $QuingCrimson

I have PayPal, Venmo, and Zelle, too. PM me if you would like to help through those means.

 

Fuck February for being a shorter month.

But, thankfully, that CNA course begins right on March 2nd, and I am so excited.

My friend told me that he is very much willing to do whatever he can to help me get out of this unemployment situation. Not only will this be able to get me a CNA certification, but I'll be able to have continuing education to move to higher position as I'm working a CNA job.

If you would like to contribute any amount now:

Cash App: $QuingCrimson

I have PayPal, Venmo, and Zelle, too. PM me if you would like to help through those means.

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Fuck February for being a shorter month.

But, thankfully, that CNA course begins right on March 2nd, and I am so excited.

My friend told me that he is very much willing to do whatever he can to help me get out of this unemployment situation. Not only will this be able to get me a CNA certification, but I'll be able to have continuing education to move to higher position as I'm working a CNA job.

Right now, the rent is not of the most urgency, but of course, I like to post this with some time in advance.

If you would like to contribute any amount now:

Cash App: $QuingCrimson

I have PayPal, Venmo, and Zelle, too. PM me if you would like to help through those means.

 

Getting pasta, beans, and a few seasonings/condiments. Down to one box of pasta and one can of beans unfortunately.

Cash App: $QuingCrimson

I have PayPal, Venmo, and Zelle, too. PM me if you would like to help through those means.

ty!

 

Fuck February for being a shorter month.

But, thankfully, that CNA course begins right on March 2nd, and I am so excited.

My friend told me that he is very much willing to do whatever he can to help me get out of this unemployment situation. Not only will this be able to get me a CNA certification, but I'll be able to have continuing education to move to higher position as I'm working a CNA job.

Right now, the rent is not of the most urgency, but of course, I like to post this with some time in advance.

If you would like to contribute any amount now:

Cash App: $QuingCrimson

I have PayPal, Venmo, and Zelle, too. PM me if you would like to help through those means.

 

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Hey! Great update: I am now registered in this CNA course. It will be something I can complete rather quickly, and I start it early next month, in March. After that, I will take the exam, and then I will be certified and my chances of finding a job will significantly increase. Very excited!

$200 for help with this would be great. $150 for the internet and phone and $50 would be for groceries. I really appreciate.

Internet and phone would ideally be covered by Tuesday to avoid overdraft fees and whatnot.

Cash App: $QuingCrimson

I have PayPal, Venmo, and Zelle, too. PM me if you would like to help through those means.

Thanks for your help. Hopefully, this period of unemployment is coming to an end for me soon.

 

(Deleted previous post to reduce spam)

Hey! Great update: I am now registered in this CNA course. It will be something I can complete rather quickly, and I start it early next month, in March. After that, I will take the exam, and then I will be certified and my chances of finding a job will significantly increase. Very excited!

$200 for help with this would be great. $150 for the internet and phone and $50 would be for groceries. I really appreciate.

Internet and phone would ideally be covered by Tuesday to avoid overdraft fees and whatnot.

Cash App: $QuingCrimson

I have PayPal, Venmo, and Zelle, too. PM me if you would like to help through those means.

Thanks for your help. Hopefully, this period of unemployment is coming to an end for me so

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