This bee is extremely cute and I love it.
As of about a month ago my life has unexpectedly impeoved. I suddenly don't actively want to die all the time anymore. Now that is not written upon my face that my heart has been tortured into a pit of darkness where hope goes to die, I now have hot people throwing themselves at me and I'm handling the attention with caution, discipline, patience, emotional maturity, resilience, and self awareness but not fear. My friends are beginning to get to stand down and stop worrying about me. My therapist is happy and relieved, dumbfounded, at how different and not bleak I suddenly am. I started HRT last week. I reconnected with an estranged sibling and it went great. I'm being so much more social.
I'm working out again without flashbacks. I'm eating healthier automatically without any effort or resistance. I've lost some weight and I'm also getting stronger. I'm not spreading despondency so much. I am curious about what lies ahead in life instead of despondent and convinces there's nothing but suffering. I'm still upset about being emotionally abused and scapegoated by my ex / former best friend because it turns out abusing me is easier than them going to therapy for real, and that is still something that will have to be dealt with at some point, but for now I get a break from suffering and can maybe enjoy life a bit.
glad for you.
A bit silly but I laughed

I had no idea.
because... you can't understand what's being said.. by the pokemon or because the first appearance of venasaur in the anime was erm.. in the bulbasaur evolution festival where nature builds a wall for them to sing and evolve soo...uhh... they called it a mystical tale and the call バナバ (Lagerstroemia speciosa) was uttered and the tree bloomed with flowers 

(I'm on call over the Christmas weekend but then on leave for a week from next Monday