Had one hell of a psych session... big emotions. Good session but the kind that you need to sit down and process for 30 minutes afterwards. I had thought I might pack my shoes and some other stuff tonight but it isn't happening. It's been a big week and more to come with the real move coming up.

I am not being lazy or weak, I am pacing myself 👍

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooo!!!

Got my payslip.

Picking up the car on my birthday Saturday!

It's all coming up millhouse!

Also, a story in 2 photos:

Then meowing for my to get her down....

Melbcat has been wrangled for her meds… she’s forgiven me and is now curled up as the little spoon

Well the meeting wasn't too bad. Still got blamed for the inadequacy of the project team, but the heat was lower than expected thankfully ❤️

Edit: Just got a call for another job that pays 1/3rd more. Fuck it let's see what happens.

Interesting thing just happened. I was in the middle of writing a reply, but the time stamp said that I had responded 5 minutes ago. Yes, it was the time stamp for that reply. I checked.
This means that the DT is actually a portal that allows time travel into the future. Albeit not very much future. Not enough for stock market speculation, dammit. Has anyone else had this happen to them?

Went to pick up some extra food for a few days and came across some bargains

3kg bag of oranges for 5 dollars and a bag with 4 bunches of chinese broccoli or something for 2 bucks.

Felt like I made off like a bandit and has left me fairly happy with myself.

Also this afternoon was way smoother with almost no hassles compared to yesterday’s drama.

Edit: I also grabbed some red wine and pink moscato.

Trying to play financial seer since our fixed mortgage term is up in December and we're trying to work out if we should lock in a two or five year rate in case it all goes to shit.

Musks antics are not helping

What's everyone's favourite dessert?

If it's cake I'd say chocolate for me or black forest as long as it doesn't have cheese in it.

I also like making a bowl of jelly with fruits in it.

After many phone calls tonight I can now finally have dinner.

Watching some shows then I’ll hit the sack.

Bro rocked up last night finally to 'see' mum.

Just sat there and spoke about himself for 30mins.

Cunt. At least the old man is seeing him for who he really is now.

Pretty obvious won't be getting much help from bro.

Anyway so I've left the kitchen with a bit of a mess and I need to see what happens (I usually clean up). Pretty much testing severity / independence. I'm hoping I'll get a serve because that means she can see it, she can do it, how well she does it and mood which will be a good indication for steps that follow (for now). Low risk easy test.

Goodnight from the Red room❤️

Left over beef ragu pasta for lunch and I am so excited. Hurry up, 1:30pm.

Also wondering at what point I'll snap and stop making sensible decisions and run away to Europe for a month.

I think I’ve been feeding the magpies too much cat food. One meowed

ffs I have been banned for 3 days from one of the fossil reddits ..lol. Some nonce posts a picture of a blue rock he got from Blue Rock Beach and asks if it's a fossil.

It's a blue rock.

more reddit adventures

antivaxxer is harassing me

and horribly cruel mocking political post against a poor white woman , for her looks and race, is allowed to stand

Went shopping with friend who wants to rebuild my wardrobe. Bought nothing but she bought some cheap earrings, only to leave the bag of them on the bus. I followed the bus in the car and she ran to get her earrings.

Shopping is exhausting. Very lucky to have such a first world problem. But I hate shopping centres and browsing.

Open mic is tomorrow at 9pm if anyone wants to come have a drink :)

Edit: I'm sorry I'm going to cancel. I've been dealing with this stomach bug all week and it's just gotten worse and worse.

Id rather not go, than give a lacklustre performance :(

Tv Review. Poker Face on Stan. This is like Colombo. A crime is shown to the audience and the main character, Charlie , manages to figure it out using her ability to detect lies and inconsistencies and find clues. Unlike Colombo it's original, Colombo was a copy of Les Diaboliques.

I like these shows, half the genius is developing all the situations where the main character is put in the situation of catching the bad guy/solving the crime.

This series has a lot of potential.

3.5 hobbits. Next series there may be less violence and less drinking on camera and then it will get broader appeal and 4 hobbits

It’s going to be a blood agreement sandwich kinda day

Someone might take the big couch off me today. Please turn up this evening for the love of God. It would be such a relief.

Good start to the day, Marketplace buyer showed up & was very friendly. I have a couple more that will hopefully show up today too - I'll have to convert all my cash to proper digital money soon! 💰 💰 💰

I'm really hoping some more cupboards sell soon, I'd like to be able to use my carport again. If any are remaining after this weekend I think I'll put them up free on the Buy Nothing group.

Little whiteboard fell of the wall at 3am and frightened the bejesus out of me.

Broken sleep. 😠

Good night everyone. Sweet dreams. 😘

Ah man… I probably shouldn’t push myself physically. I risk injury and the pain and fatigue lasts for days.

I just get bored you know? I wish I could just get motivated to do art or keep learning languages. But nope. All the energy goes to surviving and then I just turn to the net and social media for mental stimulation.

I remember when I didn’t even have social media and was just… completely self sufficient. That’s when I was a lot more able to be physically active though

Surprise! 1st strawberry from the patch this season. Was watering and thought.... hmmmm..... something red is hiding there. 🍓

sky blue, I did reading on the tram , got a new planner

and some art books

It was a successful trip. 🙂