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Looking at Melbcat photos. She’s so beautiful. So many tail hugs and real hugs. A lot of cheeky moments. I wish I could hold her again.
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Is there a fresh wave of anti-Islam sentiment going around? Someone just made some highly questionable comments regarding hijab and I’m wondering if Pauline has said something stupid ~~again~~ still
Kinda don’t really wanna talk to that person again regardless :/
The NYX butter gloss is really nice
Thanks, I’ll have to find one I feel comfortable with. There’s been a lot happening already but losing Melbcat has really undone me
Thanks, I really appreciate this.
I might do that, thanks
It's cool, I'm just a bit inconsolable
I've tried that one repeatedly. It made me mildly sleepy for a few weeks initially then pooped out, now it does nothing. I'm possibly a lost cause.
Soft toys are too light. They feel cold and dead.
I'm sorry to go on but I loved my cat like a child and losing her has been the straw that broke the camels back.
Mental health, grieving
I feel so sad and scared all of the time. There has been talk of antidepressants but I've tried so many and none of them have worked. They just cause intolerable side effects with no benefit and then severely destabilize me when I have to come off them. So I'm stuck like this. Treatment resistant.
I wrap Melbcat's urn in a blanket burrito and hold it close at night to feel like she's still there. It's something but not really helping fully. It's only been 21 days which both looks like so long but feels like nothing. I still can't believe she's gone.
The people around me are supportive but have limited availability and have their own lives which are very separate from mine. Other old friends have drifted. Other people move on from your grief a lot faster than you do. And social thinning is very real as an adult.
I have a toolbox but despite male family having those skills I taught basic repairs to myself :(
Nobody taught me to power tool :(
I went out forgetting my mask and am getting sick… also intolerant to or can’t digest everything you’re supposed to eat when you’re sick. FML