Thank you
melbaboutown
Thankyou. I don’t really know what would help but I appreciate it
I appreciate it
I’m having a really hard time.
Mental health
Yesterday was not a good day. Today isn’t either.
Cleaning
I’ve found a very cheap secondhand Woods lamp online and am having it delivered to a friend so it doesn’t get stolen.
Stubborn patches of vom are still glowing under the torch after being cleaned twice so I’ve applied the cleaner again. Maybe it’s because I rubbed excess off afterwards due to worrying about overwetting the carpet. It’s now been applied heavily and left to soak.
But am wondering if it might be better to switch products. The pet shop ones are so powerfully overscented though. A very popular brand gave Melbcat asthma attacks and me headaches/migraines.
Chip scanners
I’ve now found $20 and $30 microchip scanners online but don’t know how reliable they are. Or how reliable Sir Gadabout is either. Haven’t seen him.
Maybe I should leave it be. I just want to know if he’s chipped.
Mental health
I keep waking up with this awful feeling of dread and abandonment. Skin burning and anxiety coming out of my pores. Have to just lie there until it dissipates enough to let me move. But I can’t process anything while it’s not safe to. Not here.
I just want to move out of this place and have the inevitable breakdown. This isn’t living.
Trying not to lose all my friends with my bullshit 🖤
Got antibiotics and just as well because my finger is swelling up.
spoiler
Saw some pet things I’d been looking for in pink. I only find those items now. And fully expected to see her when I got home 💔
Every night I wake up into this awful sickening void. Melbcatless. I loved her. Unsure if I’m giving myself a break to heal or self isolating.
The trigger of the spray cleaner bottle wasn’t springing back after being depressed so I got in the habit of pushing it forward with my ring finger to keep on spraying… doing that repetitively scraped some skin off my finger and that’s now trying to get infected. I’ve attended to it better and it’s starting to improve but I’m watching.
Haven’t seen the furry shadow around. It’s a mix of relief and guilt.
I’ve sent a get well package to someone, I forgot if they’re a tea person 😵💫
You’re right, I’m not really the huggy type. But I appreciate this
Fingers crossed for Miss Meow. 🤞
Melbcat had the same thing and still had issues on prescription food so if Miss Meow doesn’t settle or like it don’t be afraid to go onto the single protein grain free stuff.
If you wanted recs
For dry food, Meals For Meows had a recall but their Mackerel and Salmon was the go to. I went to Taste Of The Wild in Canyon River/trout and smoked salmon but if you can’t get it MfM is probably ok now. These ones are around the bottom of that category’s price bracket. Pricey but still probably cheaper than prescription and better quality.
Wet food was homebrand Colesworth in tuna mince, then Weruva in Steak Frites or Lamburgini. The fish flavours of Dine Desire or Fancy Feast Royale are not nutritionally complete but were tolerated as well.
I use BioBlitz to clean anything biological and a cheap black light torch helps find sneaky pukes.
Thank you