Aww. Thanks. Yes, I can't watch when I have blood work done. I don't get much sleep the night before, and while I am pretty sure I don't have anxiety, I think I had an anxiety attack the last cat scan I had. They had to try a second time to get the iv in, and I went into full meltdown mode. Pretty sure I know what event in my life caused this, and there's nothing I can do about it now. I have tried lots of things, keeping my mind occupied, headphones, breathing, it's all out the window the minute they start wiping my arm with the alcohol. I know it's irrational, and it hurts more to sub your toe, but something in my brain just goes apeshit when the needles come out. It really sucks.