I don't get what your sexuality has to do with anything, but anyhow.

Why do you have to be {insert cult-membership here} if you believe in something? Don't dare to believe {whatever} for yourself? Do you need to be told what to believe and how? You don't make it sound like that, yet you are christian, hence member of said cult? I don't get the correlation. Why does one rarely hear people say "i believe in some god, but I'm not a member of blahblah"?