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I don't wanna die, but I dont wanna live either (lemmygrad.ml)

submitted 3 weeks ago by King_Simp@lemmygrad.ml to c/comradeship@lemmygrad.ml

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Idk. Is this depression? I'm not very good at figuring out what's wrong with me.

On the one hand I really like certain things about life. And I like having one. And I know I only get one. And I dont know what death feels like.

But at the same time, I'm so goddamn lonely all the time. I'm so useless and I really can't feel like I can change that before everything goes to shit. I'm a shit person. I dont deserve to live more than so many other people who have died. And it just feels like no matter what I do that it's all going to end up the same way. So I just don't feel like there's any point in doing anything.

I'm trying where I can. I really am. But I feel so trapped and so alone. Sometimes I feel like it'd be better to stop wasting my time and everyone else's time and just skip to the conclusion. But no, I'm too much of a coward to do that either

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[–] DisabledAceSocialist@lemmygrad.ml 1 points 2 weeks ago

Sorry to hear this. I feel the same. Life is so hard for so many people, every day is a struggle and never ending stress. If you want to talk to someone in private, you can PM me.