yewler

joined 10 months ago
[–] yewler@hexbear.net 13 points 1 day ago (1 children)

Is it possible to do HRT badly enough that it permanently messes up your transition or is it a kind of thing where it would just mean it takes more time?

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 8 points 1 day ago

I have absolutely been there. In my experience is does get better the more you experience it

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 15 points 1 day ago

transphobiaImagine deadnaming someone in your birthday message to her

I wish I could thanos snap these people into a pocket dimension so I don't have do deal with them. Fucking hell

Up with trans. Down with cis

In other news I got invited to a thing on Friday that I'm suuuuuper excited about. I'm going to get to flex my gay muscles

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 8 points 3 days ago (1 children)

I like not being aromantic. It's nice. I think I can officially call myself panromantic

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 8 points 6 days ago

I don't really know the exact day either but I know it was pretty dang close to August 8, because that's the day I texted my sister about it and I talked to her extremely close to the day the crack happened. So I think I'm gonna just call it August 8.

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 16 points 6 days ago (3 children)

I'm realizing in about a month I'll be coming up on the anniversary of my egg crack. It's crazy to me I'm almost a year in

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 4 points 1 week ago

Omg your name got redemption that's so sweet 😭

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 5 points 1 week ago (2 children)

Oh that's soooo cool. I love that

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 4 points 1 week ago

Yeah it didn't take me long at all to figure out the first name. It quite literally came to me in a dream and I went with it lmao. But yeah middle names are hard

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 12 points 1 week ago (7 children)

I'm nearing a year into transition and I'm just now thinking about middle names haha

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 9 points 1 week ago

In other news I heard a woman for the first time while voice training yesterday. It kinda flabbergasted me. I'm still absolutely shocked that I was capable of producing anything close to what I heard with my own voice

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 21 points 1 week ago

Being trans is hands down the best thing that's ever happened to me. But holy fuck I'm so sick of other people

 

I’m back! It’s been a while since I’ve been on this site because I’ve found myself under some financial trouble and I’ve been stressed BUT I wanted to take this opportunity to talk about something I love dearly: dihedral groups!

Consider the symmetries of a square:

We can see that there are 4 reflections and 3 rotations, as well as the act of doing nothing at all. Together, we have 8 total symmetries, and in fact, these are all of the possible symmetries. What this means is that if we do one of these symmetric moves and then do another one, we will have not changed the square, and therefore doing these two moves is the same as doing just one of the 8 symmetries on its own. For example, doing a 90 degree rotation followed by a 180 degree rotation is the same as doing a 270 degree rotation. Also, doing a 90 degree rotation followed by a reflection across the vertical axis is the same as doing a reflection across a diagonal axis.

So in other words, we can define a function that takes two symmetries of a square as input and which outputs another symmetry. Since standard multiplication is a function taking two numbers and outputting another number, it makes sense to borrow the notation of multiplication for this function. Our symmetry function satisfies a few useful properties:

  • Closure: As explained above, for any two symmetries, the function will spit out another symmetry
  • Identity: There is a symmetry (namely, the “do nothing” symmetry) such that when it is input into the function with another symmetry, the function will always simply output the other symmetry
  • Associativity: For any symmetries a, b, and c, (ab)c = a(bc)
  • Inverses: For every symmetry, there is a symmetry that undoes it. For example, rotating a square by 270 degrees undoes rotating it by 90 degrees, and doing a reflection a second time after doing it once undoes the first reflection

These 4 properties are so important that any set of objects with a function defined on it that satisfies all of these properties has a special name: they’re called groups and they’re really freaking awesome. The symmetries of a square as a group is called D~8~, since there are 8 total symmetries. Sometimes you might see it called D~4~, since squares have 4 sides, but I think this convention is a bit silly. In the same way, D~6~ is the symmetries of an equilateral triangle, D~10~ is the symmetries of a regular pentagon, and so forth. In general, D~2n~ is the symmetries of a regular n-gon.

Now, one interesting thing is that groups can contain each other. For example, consider an octagon. Since there are squares hidden within the points of octagons, if we pick a square we can see that all of the symmetries of that square are present in the symmetries of of the octagon, so it is possible to throw out all of the other symmetries. What we would be left with is just the symmetries of a square. What this means is that D~8~ is contained in D~16~. You can play similar games to show that there are lots of groups contained inside the dihedral groups.

The last thing I want to talk about regarding these things are their subgroup lattices. Oftentimes mathematicians want to picture the internal structure of a group. One of the ways they might do this is by writing down all of the subgroups of a group they’re studying onto a piece of paper, and then connecting any two with a line if one of them is a subgroup of the other that doesn’t have a subgroup between them. The resulting picture is called a subgroup lattice, and I’ve left some dihedral group lattices below because I think they’re pretty.

two cute dihedral subgroup lattices holding hands and cuddling

Anyway this has been gushposting with your host, yewler. Maybe next mega I might talk about more specific details that make these things cool.

Now you may commence in the posting


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I was pondering what I wanted to put in this post for a while, and I feel the obvious thing would have been for me to info dump about a math thing. Yes, the urge is strong… but maybe next time. This time I want to go for pizzazz – oomph, if you will. I have another obsession I have not yet graced our corner of the internet with: the color orange.

Let us all take a moment to bathe in the excellence of orange. You may use the shrine below to aid in your meditations:

various shades of orange I find visually appealing

(i totally forgot to sit down and type out something more substantial and less stupid lol)


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