windowlicker

its pretty eye-opening just how meaningless terms like "free range" are. when you really look into it, its apparent that its not much more than a marketing term to make people feel better about participating in animal abuse

don't worry! we kill them after their use to production is expended, but humanely!! the mass ending of lives is nothing but a byproduct i guess.

heights and needles. heavy on the second. i have multiple piercings and tattoos and i do an injection on myself weekly, and it has not gotten better and warrants the same level of panic every time.

trackers are the BEST. been using openMPT a lot recently instead of ableton as i always have

you’ll need some clips of some sort long enough horizontally for your bangs! after you’ve separated the bangs from the rest of the hair, separate a layer and clip horizontally and let it dry with those clips. my hair stylist has done it and it has some cool results for creating volume on the bangs, which is a difficulty with curly bangs. i hope these tips help!!

if you want them to look a little flatter (i’m assuming that’s what you’re after!), try conditioning by putting your hands together (like in the emoji you posted!) and putting the bangs between your hands and sliding down to apply conditioner (sorry if this is unclear, i can try dming and showing you or something). it gives curly hair a wavier look. you could also try drying them in separate layers if you’re finding that your bang strands are conforming to large curls instead of being more evenly distributed.

i have curly bangs! are you just curious on how to style them so they're less combined into coils (like, distributed across the forehead more) or styling them in general?

still more convenient than pills! thank you, doing my best :3

it is honestly a really good story, worth getting through the slower parts imo

injections are still technically a higher dose of e going into you than pills huh? because i definitely feel it. i've been weird with mood lately but i'm not sure if that's other factors unrelated to it. my provider has me on 10mg every 10 days for some reason, i might push it back to every 7.

also voice training is so hard :(

i think the biggest overall feeling is how much weight feels like it’s been lifted off of you. it’s probably all psychological but it feels like you wake up from something or like you’ve been pinned under a boulder your whole life and finally had it lifted. i’ve only felt alive as long as i’ve been on hrt. and i think this is why so many feel like they experience emotion deeper than before, a general numbness goes away and you feel more in tune with your own emotions.

as for actual physiological change, you can expect skin feeling softer over time and of course the pain in your chest with breast development. i feel like i noticed scents a lot more often and definitely feel temperature much more than i did.

it all seems so daunting at first, but it’s a journey laden with joy.