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My father has untreated trauma via a fucked up, physically and mentally abusive upbringing and later suffered multiple TBIs he refused treatment for which made him even nastier.

He is a narcissistic, manipulative, bully and only truly respects people richer than him. He is obsessed with wealth and status and has no true friends. He is now elderly, lonely and bored shitless from having zero hobbies after working nonstop into his sixties and won’t leave me the hell alone because I’m one of the few left that can (barely) stand him.

Even still, I catch him lying constantly and I just put it in my pocket because it’s pointless to call him out. If i point out his schemes with evidence or his rose-tinted glasses, he flies into a rage and doesn’t speak to me for months.

He is incapable of grasping how his actions to get back at my mother for divorcing him hurt his children more than anything. He cannot understand why my sibling won’t let him see their grandchild anymore and cut him out of their lives because he accused them of being after the inheritance after trying to reconnect. It’s always, always someone else’s fault when you get down to brass tacks. He always has some perceived enemy, and usually it’s because they refuse to accept the mask and the bullshit behind it.

The worst part is he isn’t always completely awful in short visits. But it took me years to not shut down, disassociate or go into fight or flight mode just being in his presence. He tried despite all this to be a good Dad but it’s his vision of it. His assistance or motivation always has a catch or a price. And he doesn’t see what’s wrong with that. It’s all he knows.

So yea, having lived with this broken ass person in my life for decades, I react to this shitty trope with a level of scorn that is hard to describe.

The flip flop grifter club including herself, Margo, Rogan, Tucker, and Elon are irredeemable no matter how they try to spin it. Absolute dirtbags.

We need a new plague.

Around here the bands were popular but most people just dressed in the usual thrift store punk rock or hardcore attire. Kids with the getup were considered something else and referred to as scenesters.

wouldn’t shock me if this was tied to some sort of grift. Just waiting for that news.

It’s always projection. Kegseth can’t even do a pull-up. Makes me wonder if he got checked after that embarrassing video went viral. Guess what affects testosterone? Heavy drinking. Go fucking figure.

To me this shows they’re desperate for the support of so-called Libertarians after losing Kirk as a sock puppet. His widow broadcasting from the basement she was banned from isn’t cutting the mustard. And also the bro culture Joe fanatics that are often indifferent to politics.

Wearing Naughty Nightweareverywhere in New Vegas cuz stats.

Also a very rich white guy that is instantly recognizable.

IIRC The Civil Rights Lawyer from Audit the Audit is helping him out. Shit is fucked if it has his attention. Hope it turns out ok.