nettie

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[–] nettie@lemmy.world 4 points 1 month ago

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[–] nettie@lemmy.world 4 points 1 month ago

Take radiology: there is some evidence that AI can sometimes identify solid-mass tumors that some radiologists miss. Look, I’ve got cancer. Thankfully, it’s very treatable, but I’ve got an interest in radiology being as reliable and accurate as possible.

Let’s say my hospital bought some AI radiology tools and told its radiologists: “Hey folks, here’s the deal. Today, you’re processing about 100 X-rays per day. From now on, we’re going to get an instantaneous second opinion from the AI, and if the AI thinks you’ve missed a tumor, we want you to go back and have another look, even if that means you’re only processing 98 X-rays per day. That’s fine, we just care about finding all those tumors.”

If that’s what they said, I’d be delighted. But no one is investing hundreds of billions in AI companies because they think AI will make radiology more expensive, not even if that also makes radiology more accurate. The market’s bet on AI is that an AI salesman will visit the CEO of Kaiser and make this pitch: “Look, you fire nine out of 10 of your radiologists, saving $20m a year. You give us $10m a year, and you net $10m a year, and the remaining radiologists’ job will be to oversee the diagnoses the AI makes at superhuman speed – and somehow remain vigilant as they do so, despite the fact that the AI is usually right, except when it’s catastrophically wrong.

“And if the AI misses a tumor, this will be the human radiologist’s fault, because they are the ‘human in the loop’. It’s their signature on the diagnosis.”

[–] nettie@lemmy.world 6 points 1 month ago (4 children)

I can't say how hrt will help you or not. I'm thinking it might help me one day but...

But I wanted to send you a hug, perhaps that sounds meaningless, sent in digital bytes, but I know it's helped me to hear that at times. You sound so down on yourself, are you sure you aren't depressed (I'm not a Dr)? Do you have access to a counsellor/therapist?

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, the mirror doesn't know shit! I tell myself this, anyway!

[–] nettie@lemmy.world 2 points 2 months ago (1 children)

Um, I was just sharing my experience with an xps. You have different experience, with a different xps model I'd guess. I'm glad you're happy with it!

I didn't even share the worst part of my experience: when it died it just died, refused to turn on. Immediate brick, no warning. This has happened to quite a few people I found, from frantic searching at the time.

I've bought dell for 20 years but their quality has been falling for the last decade, in my opinion and based on having bought about a dozen (for various people).

[–] nettie@lemmy.world 32 points 2 months ago (49 children)

I'll never buy an xps again. Last one needed pretty much everything replacing, and within 3 years dell stopped manufacturing the battery!!

$2k on a laptop that's a brick within 3 years?

[–] nettie@lemmy.world 3 points 2 months ago

Thank you for sharing this difficult and intimate stuff with the community. I can't add to the replies as I'm a few steps (and years - I'm in UK) away from getting e. But I constantly vibrate between: I'm feminine and expressing that feels such a relief and ... well feeling and thinking all sorts of bad stuff about myself, like I'm making it up, like I'm doing it for attention, or unnecessarily making things difficult for family etc.

Take care of yourself, you're a real person and you matter, regardless of your gender. I'm sorry things are so hard for you right now. xx

[–] nettie@lemmy.world 12 points 2 months ago

Yes, this. I didn't really suffer dysphoria until realising I was trans. What I noticed was that I didn't fit socially with men, and because I belonged to that group, I felt alienated from women, esp as I for older (I'm 50), but historically women have always been my close friends. But since realising that some people are trans and that seems to include me, then I've realised how transition steps made me feel good. But then also came the Oh shit, I don't look like a woman, this is awful.

I'm still struggling to accept it.

[–] nettie@lemmy.world 1 points 3 months ago

Yeah, I'd say don't do your hands either. Like fire ants!!

[–] nettie@lemmy.world 1 points 3 months ago (1 children)

It does hurt less after the first/second times. At first I did my feet, lower legs. Then stopped. Knees are particularly bad. Thighs hurt too and I didn't get to the top of them yet! I really just wanted smooth legs if seen under a skirt.

I put a podcast on, recommend: philosophy tube (which is by an incredible trans woman) - gives you loads to think about to distract from the pain.

Never try epilating your hands would be my advice. Felt like fire ants. (I imagine)

[–] nettie@lemmy.world 1 points 3 months ago

I've had similar thoughts!

[–] nettie@lemmy.world 2 points 3 months ago (2 children)

PSA I'm pretty sure epilators are not safe on male-typical faces.

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submitted 3 months ago* (last edited 3 months ago) by nettie@lemmy.world to c/trans@lemmy.blahaj.zone
 

I'm trans femme, considering hrt. By a long way, most reports of what it's like say: within the first week I felt different emotionally /in my mind. Feelings seem to vary from calmer, to the author feeling more herself. This initial euphoric feeling is reported to fade over time, usually.

I just wondered how it would feel for a cis man if he were to take it for a week. I understand that if you stopped after a week there would not be any long term effects at all. So I'd be surprised if it hadn't been tried!

Why do I wonder this? I suppose I'm wondering if it feels good for everyone. I'm scared of taking it. But I'm scared of living with the constant doubt. Most gender affirming actions I've taken have been very helpful, really made me feel more myself. But if hrt makes everyone feel better, at least at first, I wouldn't be able to know whether it would be right for me by trialling it (and thereby judge whether it might be worth all the downsides that come along with the positives or not).

Any experience shared is v welcome!


Edit: Thanks everyone for interesting info! I wanted to add here at top that in no way am I saying a person's reaction to hormones has any effect on their gender. I'm not looking to "test" my trans-ness by trying hrt. Just interested to learn more about the range of responses. Many thanks all 🙂

 

Silent notifications are annoying me, they put up icons by the clock and make me think I have something to notice but it's just a service.

E.g. ntfy

If I go to app management screen I can disable notifications but I'm unclear if that means the background service doesn't run as it should - I'm sure I've seen something about that somewhere.

I'm on android 15. Thanks in advance!

 

I noticed that if you have too few pm_children set then some requests hang until timeout. This surprised me - I'd expect an immediate error, but it's more like a tarpit! For ages I was thinking my server was not performant, then I noticed via top that it wasn't doing or waiting while the browser was.

I have two questions:

  1. If you have pm_max_children=1 and you occupy that and submit another request, what actually happens? (I'm proxying through nginx.) HTTP doesn't have a "40_ Come back later".

  2. (if life deals you lemons...) if you can generate a tarpit that doesn't use server resources, this could be quite useful to know about too!

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submitted 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) by nettie@lemmy.world to c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone
 

A personal take on how I experience gender.

EDIT - more context would have helped as

I'm not trying to propose some simplified mathematical fits all graph here.

I'm struggling, having been out as non binary for about 5 years, with the idea that trans woman might be a better introductory starting point label for me. I understand gender as complex - far more complex than a 2 line graph sketch - but drew the graph to hone in on MY experience with fluidity. I was interested in my strength/clarity of feeling at different points.

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