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I'd just take a red sharpie to it.

But then the line won't go up as much and the CEO won't get his bonus :(

Yeah, I've been tanking this shit at work all day long for 25 years. I think I'm about as good at it as I'm going to get.

I'm like 2 chapters in to the 3rd Dresden files book. One of my friends recommended the series to me but I'm still not really sold on it... at least they're pretty short.

“what’s the worst that could happen” when you reach for alcohol vs simply talking to people and letting yourself naturally settle.

I've literally done this hundreds of times. I don't enjoy it. At best I'm just on on edge. At worst I'm having actual panic attacks.

I'm in canada!

I'm open to suggestions. I've tried weed but it doesn't do it for me. Also alcohol lets me have fun socializing instead of just getting stressed out. I'll take the trade off.

I don't have any advice because I'm in exactly the same boat. I think finding other hobbies is probably the best option. It sucks because things were looking so good there for a while until the fucking tech bros ruined it. My problem is all my other interests require workspace that I don't have.

I control my addictions by limiting supply. I buy a fifth of bourbon and a case of beer once a month and that's what I get. If I go on a bender for a week and run out tough shit.

I don't have problems with overeating but if I did my strategy would be to have a limited supply of things I don't have to cook. No chips or soda or sugary bullshit. Just full ingredients that have to be prepped and cooked. When I did cook or order food it would be in an amount that's appropriate. Add friction between me and the things that are a problem for me so it's easier to put off consuming them. Maybe that would work. I don't know.

I also have an abhorrence for delivery services so that helps too.

I can get a fucking steak dinner for the price a some of the more expensive fast food combos around me. Shit is crazy.

This shit right here is why I don't let working stuff update anymore. I shouldn't be sweating if the software update I'm downloading is going to make my life worse or not.

Deadwood

Most of the Gundam series that've come out since the 90s except SEED