brookedSmile

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[–] brookedSmile@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 points 11 hours ago (1 children)

Why not both? ❤️❤️

[–] brookedSmile@lemmy.blahaj.zone 4 points 19 hours ago

Pleassse take some of the heat away, but not all of it lol ❤️❤️

[–] brookedSmile@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 points 19 hours ago

Yeah im not a summer person for sure, too many bugs and allergies and sweat and just ick. Thankfully rivers exist! ❤️❤️

[–] brookedSmile@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 21 hours ago (3 children)

You definitely rolled a nat 20 on attraction 😂

[–] brookedSmile@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 points 21 hours ago

Its only a matter of time 😂

[–] brookedSmile@lemmy.blahaj.zone 6 points 21 hours ago

You may not think it means much, but it means the world to us. In a world so filled with judgement and prejudice, having to deal with nasty looks and dismissive behavior, and sometimes straight laughter or nasty comments within earshot. It wear on the soul really, and some of us will never blossom because of this behavior.

To drop support messages every once in a while? Youre already doing more than alot of "supporters" and the reminder that the world isnt all hate is potentially life saving for some of us.

So thank you, it means everything to us ❤️❤️❤️

[–] brookedSmile@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 21 hours ago

Haha 40c is around 100f, im predicting its going to be a hellish summer, so lets shoot for 50° C! (Around 120f)

[–] brookedSmile@lemmy.blahaj.zone 4 points 21 hours ago (2 children)

Shhhhhhhhhh shut it i cant think about that 😭

 

cross-posted from: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/42576032

Waiting for my car to cool down and sweating my soul out through my body. Its a good day tho! Got a tiny bit of tanning in before groceries!

This summer is going to suuuuuck so much

17 days! 😱

 

Waiting for my car to cool down and sweating my soul out through my body. Its a good day tho! Got a tiny bit of tanning in before groceries!

This summer is going to suuuuuck so much

17 days! 😱

That really really sucks and im sorry thats happening to you 😭

Unfortunately its next to impossible to scrub those images off internet. Even if you did, all it takes is one of those guys having it downloaded to re post it.

The best you can do i think is demand take downs. If you know where its being posted then see if you can reach out to have it removed (bonus points if you mention a lawyer or legal action, even if you dont have one).

Other than that though i dont think theres much else. Maybe a service exists that will look for you? Like that service that looks for your personal info on the internet and issues takedowns on your behalf. here is a website talking about a dmca takedown strategy, and here is a website apparently popular with creators to "protect their brand" ie take down unauthorized content

I genuinely hope something can be done, this is honestly one of my very worst nightmares

Controlled burns would be ideal but noone likes talking about that 😂

Thanks! ❤️❤️

Dont envy lol 99/100 times they looks like trainwrecks, this just happened to be 1 out of 100

I was quite proud of it though! ❤️❤️

Thanks! Yeah i made my account probly close to a year ago and have not posted a single thing yet lol, might have to change that tho ❤️❤️

 

cross-posted from: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/42526258

Happy mothers day everyone!

I dont have a mother lol so i took the day to do my makeup! Then decided to go to the forest?? It was hot and it got messed up immediately, oh well 🤷‍♀️

This whole area of oregon was devastated by the Santiam fire in 2020, a particularly hot summer with strong winds and covid made this fire nearly impossible to contain. Its spread over 400,000 acres and burned from august to december when containment was reached.

This fire destroyed old abandoned town, inhabited town, campgrounds, powerlines and communication lines, and basically closed a large chunk of oregon for a year or more, with some places still closed and other places never being rebuilt. This fire stopped 40 miles from where i currently live! 😱

Anyway, despite all the devastation, the forest will rebuild itself! And i think its beautiful that no matter what happens in an area like this, life will sprout again and the beauty of nature will overgrow any man made junk left over. Witnessing the rebirth of this place ive grown up in is special, even tho its sad theres not as many good camping spots out here, but the forest deserves a break!

Anyways, just like the forest will rebuild itself into what its supposed to be, you can too! ❤️❤️

Im proud of you all! And to those with cool moms wish them a happy day from me! Anyone that doesnt have that in their life, im sorry, and i give you free internet hugs. I do wish it was different for some of us ❤️❤️

Ps i did take more pics than this obvi, might post them later or maybe ill finally start using my pixelfed account 😂

Oh i also got new gauges and a navel piercing! I couldnt do a tongue piercing 😭😭

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Happy mothers day everyone!

I dont have a mother lol so i took the day to do my makeup! Then decided to go to the forest?? It was hot and it got messed up immediately, oh well 🤷‍♀️

This whole area of oregon was devastated by the Santiam fire in 2020, a particularly hot summer with strong winds and covid made this fire nearly impossible to contain. Its spread over 400,000 acres and burned from august to december when containment was reached.

This fire destroyed old abandoned town, inhabited town, campgrounds, powerlines and communication lines, and basically closed a large chunk of oregon for a year or more, with some places still closed and other places never being rebuilt. This fire stopped 40 miles from where i currently live! 😱

Anyway, despite all the devastation, the forest will rebuild itself! And i think its beautiful that no matter what happens in an area like this, life will sprout again and the beauty of nature will overgrow any man made junk left over. Witnessing the rebirth of this place ive grown up in is special, even tho its sad theres not as many good camping spots out here, but the forest deserves a break!

Anyways, just like the forest will rebuild itself into what its supposed to be, you can too! ❤️❤️

Im proud of you all! And to those with cool moms wish them a happy day from me! Anyone that doesnt have that in their life, im sorry, and i give you free internet hugs. I do wish it was different for some of us ❤️❤️

Ps i did take more pics than this obvi, might post them later or maybe ill finally start using my pixelfed account 😂

Oh i also got new gauges and a navel piercing! I couldnt do a tongue piercing 😭😭

 

cross-posted from: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/42473251

Same red and purple dye. But this time i used red first then purple. I loooooove the color right now, and im feeling my minimalist makeup! Gonna go to the mall, its too warm to couch rot all day. Trying not to freak out about my appointment (19 days!!!) And overall just doing way better than a week or two ago

How are all my favorite people!? If youre having a rough time, just know i love you and im proud of you! I believe in you so hard!! ❤️

 

Same red and purple dye. But this time i used red first then purple. I loooooove the color right now, and im feeling my minimalist makeup! Gonna go to the mall, its too warm to couch rot all day. Trying not to freak out about my appointment (19 days!!!) And overall just doing way better than a week or two ago

How are all my favorite people!? If youre having a rough time, just know i love you and im proud of you! I believe in you so hard!! ❤️

 

cross-posted from: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/42349556

Totally normal and not super scary existential crisis the last 2 weeks, promise!

Ive been lurking still, but just havent been feeling super great so i havent been here talking to all my favorite people

Excited and nervous about the future, happy to see so much activity in the community.

Hows everybody doing?!

❤️❤️

Also green and pink is an underrated combo, im really feeling this outfit 🥰

 

Totally normal and not super scary existential crisis the last 2 weeks, promise!

Ive been lurking still, but just havent been feeling super great so i havent been here talking to all my favorite people

Excited and nervous about the future, happy to see so much activity in the community.

Hows everybody doing?!

❤️❤️

Also green and pink is an underrated combo, im really feeling this outfit 🥰

 

cross-posted from: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/41692729

Not what i was going forrrr but it works out i guess

Purple and red dye. And a very inexperienced girl. Equal purplish pink gradiant hair? Who knew lol

Hows everyones week? Hope my sisters are doing good! ❤️❤️

 

Not what i was going forrrr but it works out i guess

Purple and red dye. And a very inexperienced girl. Equal purplish pink gradiant hair? Who knew lol

Hows everyones week? Hope my sisters are doing good! ❤️❤️

 

Well thats it shows over its official. Im publicly out at this point. Finally told therapist, dressing girlmode most times leaving the house (even if its stealth girl) and have a gender pathways appt in 1 month from now (which i have confirmed now that ill WALK OUT WITH HRT😍😍😍)

It feels great! But im still scared of the rest of what comes. I wont lie, seeing the hate and outright violence against trans people right now makes me wanna go back into the closet and lock the door forever. But im trying my best to be brave.

But most of the important people to me know now. My daughter is the last one i need to talk with.

My therapists reaction "honestly a lot of stuff youve talked about makes alot more sense now" 😨 like gee thanks? I guess its good you were paying attention this whole time lol.

She also changed my gender in my chart, asked if i wanted my name changed but i told her no im not ready for that yet.

But it went well, and heres hoping the future is bright for all of us ❤️❤️

Im still scared But ill get through this Ill be strong

Hello Brooke, good bye Zakk(🤢🤮)

❤️❤️❤️

 

cross-posted from: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/41570792

Happy 4/20 to everyone from Oregon ❤️

Its been warming up and cooling down and warming up etc i wish the weather would make up its damn mind.

This year oregon had record low snowfall/pack on our mountain, something like 36" for most of the season. Last time that happened in '06 (iirc) we had the WORST summer. Calling it now, were hitting easily 110 this year. Thank everything for rivers 😂

Hows everyones day? Have a good weekend? ❤️❤️

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