I'd end myself in a heartbeat if I found myself doing anything customer facing again.
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What kind here because it's really going to change the vibe my dude
I just wanted someone to be with for a bit to feel less lonely. Idk what a slice is anymore I guess.
1k job applications since June I'm ready for the inevitable end
"I love all of you"
That's fair the survivor's guilt is probably real. I think I've been really stuck in my own head about my feelings and situation I've been struggling with that understanding.
I think I need to think about this. Thank you for your perspective.
I like to think I'm somewhat aware emotionally but have a lot of unanswered messages that are hard to look at and just make me doubt my feelings. I'm lucky to have a few good friends, I know that it's more than a lot of people have so I'm thankful to have them and my family: it still just stings since it was for so long and you think you know who you're talking to.
At least that was just smoke screen trickery and not literal digital necromancy
The meat hurts but I'm full of calcium 🫂
Software Test Engineer for 4 years and with the company for 10. 3rd year in my house and yeah I feel that fear. I'm so tired man.
I've had at least some talks with agencies through dice so it's on my watch list. Recently trying Otta so we'll see how it goes.
Honestly though hallucinogens really need to be more mainstream. Acid completely changed my outlook on life and give me a perspective of life and myself I would never have gotten through therapy or any other depression suppressants.
It's also cheap as balls if you find a good plug. 10 bucks for an all day ticket is wild you just have to be with someone you trust with your life who won't fuck with you.