Girl, I've been looking at your comment history, and the number of times the word "burden" and "parasite" has come up when you've been describing yourself in the last 24 hours, is through the roof.
Girl:
You're just having a mental health episode.
It's ok. You're fine. You're going to be fine. People here care about you.
This voice in your head telling you those deprecating things? It's a liar, and it's wrong. The proof is around you, in the way that people here treat you now, and in the way they've been treating you until now.
It sounds like you're going through some Shit. Do you have a mental health professional you're going to, for psychotherapy? If not, getting one might help a lot.
But at the very least, as much trust as you've got in this random internet stranger, put it all in this sentence:
These feelings will pass. They're just feelings. They're valid to have, don't beat yourself up for having them, and at the same time, they're wrong. Things are going to be fine, the people who care about you will continue to care about you.
Just take care of yourself until they do pass. I know these situations well, I've felt them in my bones. Sometimes, your mind just lies to you. Slowly, you can learn when, and why, but right now, you need care. And you can provide some of it yourself, and you can ask for it from the people around you, like you have been doing these days from all of us, asking for attention and validation, and provably getting it, because you deserve it, according to the actions of all these people who take the time to respond.
Take care, get cozy, and wait it out. Love ๐ฉท

Whoops, simple questions expose the instigator account.
I'm being a bit nasty here, it's possible you're just a person being an all-natural incredible asshole, noticed my irony in those questions, and chose to stop engaging.
But if that's the case, why even do such a good job, of taking your feelings out on people, with such a nonsensical, victim-blaming opinion?
And I'd like to stand on that point and specific word: Victim-blaming.
You did the "If she wasn't wearing that she wouldn't be assaulted" thing.
That's why I'm honestly asking what you thought about in this situation.