HopePosting

That sounds awesome!

On the first part about media, it sounds like that is basically a passion for you, so yeah, fucking awesome, pursue it!

On the second one about the cafés, you don't need to approach it with such a self-sacrificing mindset, there's a bunch of people out there who'd be willing to help you make such things, as part of a normal life!

Look for mutual aid networks, and/or connected cooperatives, or anarchist groups, or your city's/area's squats!

I participate in a little political group, that is part of a larger cooperative collective of groups. We all together pitch in to rent a small building, for use for meetings and other things, that, in order to meet its costs, some times a week has shifts available as a bar, with all proceeds going to maintenance, extras being donated or used for good purposes.

In an environment like this one, rather than you having to invest from your money, investing the time and effort for such events you're describing dreaming of, might instead be literally helping everyone involved.

You're not alone in your desire to help people, and if you manage to find those like you, you'll be able to achieve things that, alone, you might think are too improbable dreams.

Thanks for pouring all this passion in our little corner of the internet! And I hope you'll achieve your dreams, and continue making the world a better place! 🩷

(In case you're young, I'm just going to say for safety's sake, to be careful of cults along the way of looking for those groups. Cults are many, they disguise themselves like groups with purpose, and are looking explicitly to recruit driven people with dreams, just like you. Look for the people who are trying to do real good in the world, like you. They will want to help you do good things, and support you, instead of expecting or guilting you to do things for them.)