CWs: some strobing effects and high contrasting colors for photosensitive viewers, implications of self harm, mention of drugs and alcohol
Lyrics:
[Intro: Black Gryph0n] Hey, buddy, you're looking weirder than usual What’s on your mind? Wanna sing about it?
[Verse 1: Marissa Lenti] Feel a little bit crazy lately Wanna set the whole world on fire Should I jump out a window, maybe? No, instead I'll just smile, smile, smile
[Pre-Chorus: Marissa Lenti & Black Gryph0n] What's inside I gotta find? Don’t wanna hide the real me But the world is ****ing bleak
[Chorus: Marissa Lenti] So I mask, mask, mask How I feel, feel, feel 'Til I don't, don't, don't Know what is real, real, real And so when I feel down And all my thoughts spin 'round I block it out, out, out I block it out And I mask, mask, mask How I feel, feel, feel 'Til I don't, don’t, don’t Know what is real, real, real And so when I feel down And all my thoughts spin 'round I block it out, out, out I block it out
[Verse 2: Marissa Lenti & Black Gryph0n] People tell me I have a problem (Drinking) ’Cause I wanna stay in all night (Fun) Up and down, I get low so often (Drugs) Need a new mask to take me high (Wee)
[Pre-Chorus: Marissa Lenti & Black Gryph0n] What's inside I gotta find? Don't wanna hide the real me But the world is ****ing bleak [Chorus: Marissa Lenti] So I mask, mask, mask How I feel, feel, feel 'Til I don’t, don't, don't Know what is real, real, real And so when I feel down And all my thoughts spin 'round I block it out, out, out I block it out And I mask, mask, mask How I feel, feel, feel 'Til I don't, don't, don't Know what is real, real, real And so when I feel down And all my thoughts spin 'round I block it out, out, out I block it out
[Verse 3: Black Gryph0n & Marissa Lenti] Wanna take your mask away? No, I like it, it's okay But you're crying every day I do it in a silly way Bi-bi po-polarity? And it looks so good on me Boy, am I so glad I asked That is why I wear a
[Bridge: Marissa Lenti & Black Gryph0n] Insecurity It's a part of me Maybe that's okay I want you to see The hidden part of me Should I take my mask off? (No)
[Chorus: Marissa Lenti] So I mask, mask, mask How I feel, feel, feel 'Til I don't, don't, don't Know what is real, real, real And so when I feel down And all my thoughts spin 'round I block it out, out, out I block it out And I mask, mask, mask How I feel, feel, feel 'Til I don't, don't, don't Know what is real, real, real And so when I feel down And all my thoughts spin around I block it out, out, out I block it out
[Outro: Marissa Lenti] Feel a little bit crazy lately
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