I've worked 13 hours straight and had to organize a push to get us fed dinner.
There's a good chance I'm stuck here for 2 more hours, meaning I get 0 time to do anything except sleep and do this again.
I want to quit so badly, but I'm basically forced to be here because this job market is such shit that it took a year to get this job. And I consider myself lucky to have this.
There's a thread on lemmygrad from someone that's also exhausted around the discourse about the American "left". Yes we suck, yes we are privileged compared to a lot of people, yes our organizing is tame and not effective, yes my material conditions mean I'm not doing adventurism and neither are my comrades.
BUT don't claim we're not trying. I know people working two jobs. I technically have 2 jobs and am maybe able to get back on my feet financially in a few months. We still do what we can and it's not enough but we're not at that point. Yeah that's privileged if you call being scared shitless of being homeless and being abused by literally every other human here...
I'm tired
Is the comparison not invited by the discussion of privilege? Who else are they meant to be privileged over as an oppressed worker in the imperial core?
Falling all over myself to make sure you know how bad you don't have it.
Why are you being so aggressive and irony poisoned about this?
Yeah, I’d rather live my current life stressed up to the gills, in student loan debt that gets chipped away penny by penny, one catastrophe away from the kill line, spending 12 hours a day in an office managing a couple million in yearly budgets but able to have iPhone and car, compared to the poorest Indian who breaks their back 12 hours a day to live packed with 30 other people with no healthcare, no future, and no consumer goods.
I’d also rather be the same thing in China instead, working 12 hours a day in China in a similar position.
That doesn’t invalidate my struggle, but it’s also objectively the truth that one is worse than the other.
The left is cooked not because some of us are privileged, but in a supreme irony, because most of the left is so infantile they’d rather throw tantrums and shit on the chessboard and sentence half the left to death for the most basic discussions, or for eating meat, or for being religious, or for liking anime.
Every single day I look at what we’re up against and I see pure fucking psychopathic evil with unlimited money and unlimited guns and unlimited soldiers. Landlords that own a dozen properties, millionaires at the Ritz, oceanfront mansions, real estate corps. And I have to serve them with a smile on my face as a professional.
This is what we’re up against, and this is how we’re going to act?
Every day I am vindicated in simply giving money to China directly rather than supporting Western orgs with this kind of behavior.
Passive-aggressive dig against vegans on Hexbear? Must be a day ending in -y.
Why can't those fucking annoying vegans just shut up while I murder and abuse innocents all day every day? I'm a leftist btw
Yet, you did not mention the class we should oppress the most: Gamers.
No vulgar language here. G*mers, please.
China has a go fund me? You can just do that?
OP invited these kinds of replies by comparing his struggles to those of oppressed people in other countries. I don't think people would be jumping down his throat if it was just a vent post.
I totally understand where he is coming from and empathize with some of it. I even understand why he is making the comparison, feeling so much frustration over time will bubble up and spill out in irrational ways. But those thoughts are still ones that should be interrogated by the individual having them. It's not wrong to feel self pity sometimes, IMO, and it's not wrong to be frustrated about how we in the US are treated, it's just the comparison piece that needs to be worked on.