Miss the little guy a lot. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about him and miss him. I often visit his grave outside and just sigh to myself. It sucks, but I gave him the best life I possibly could, he didn't want for nothing. So I take some solace in that fact, that in his time here on earth I did right by him and loved him dearly.
This is one of the sweetest cat posts I've ever read. I'm so sorry you lost your friend. Are you in a position to take in another?
Not right now but maybe down the line