PLEASE CHECK THIS OUT. Lemmy's own, and a good buddy of mine, Aeronmelon is going through some shit at the moment and could use some help. Check it out here and consider an upvote or a comment to push it into activity. Sorry, not something I do often or will be spamming. But I care about my friend and if I can get a couple more eyes on his situation then I'm going to try to do what I can.
They exist, but yeah you might have to dig deep to find them. Adulthood tends to cloud everything as different wants/needs/values clash. Maybe sitting at her kitchen table when you were a kid and she made you something to eat. Feeling sick with a headache, and lying on the sofa as she mopped your brow? Singing you a song as she tucked you in?