okay but what if you don't want representive democracy

Fair enough. Still you are lamenting, per the meme, that its not addressing your concerns. Further you currently live in one and should take even the smallest steps to your direction. Both require a minimal input of voting with the closest candidate. If you want more its on you and fellows to make a third party.

Note that Lemmy leans quite heavy to the left, yet you are pushing back on anyone trying to help you. Is it exactly what you ideal? No, but its still a shift in that direction, but your kinda flipping the table at those of us who are sympathetic to your causes.

The lack of engagement and complaints coming by our fellow leftist is in a sense trying to have your cake and eat it.