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No job prospects. The work I do to support myself is come and go, and im probably gonna miss rent again. The older I get, the less friends it seems I have. None of my hobbies/passions excite me right now and just feel like a pain in the dick when I think about doing them. Every day is the same goddamn routine unless I go stay at my partners place.

It's cold and I hate going out in the cold, so that just compounds stuff further. Everything is dead outside. I'm tired, im always so tired. I can never get enough sleep no matter how much I actually get.

Feels like I'm just existing and I hate it.

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[-] robot_dog_with_gun@hexbear.net 11 points 1 week ago

yuuuuup

no partner, community, or job and no way to get any of those without immense suffering and even if i tortured myself to try there's no reason to expect success. it's like a slot machine but you get a bone broken every time you pull the lever and the prize is still suffering under capitalism and all the other social ills marginalizing us.

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 6 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago)

What a good way of putting it. That really is what it seems like.

[-] corgiwithalaptop@hexbear.net 3 points 1 week ago

cuddle hope you find some happiness soon, comrade

[-] robot_dog_with_gun@hexbear.net 2 points 1 week ago

me too, but it's vanishingly unlikely and i have no power or agency

[-] corgiwithalaptop@hexbear.net 2 points 1 week ago

Yeah, I know I'll probably be more myself tomorrow, but for now it just fucking sucks

[-] Wakmrow@hexbear.net 2 points 1 week ago

We could do a zoom call with people here to hang out and chat? Community is community...

[-] robot_dog_with_gun@hexbear.net 2 points 1 week ago

opsec concerns aside, i'm the wrong king of neurodivergent for that.

i have some online friends and i cherish them but they are not adequate and hug.jpeg is not ~~une pipe~~ a hug

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