Huh. I actually feel gay. That's a new one. It's hard to describe since literally nothing's changed except the word lesbian feels right now. I don't have to be jealous of lesbians anymore!
I had someone I've never talked to visibly confused on what pronouns to use for me. Is it literally just the longer hair???
Everything I own is transitioning with me. I've noticed I use she/her for all of my inanimate belongings now
It's so nice to be free of the "what if I'm not actually trans" thoughts that used to plague this girl's noggin. Having the freedom to just to the shit I want to do and not do the shit I don't is actually the best thing ever. I've done so much gender stuff lately that I would have never done with those fears rotting me.
Guess who has an HRT consultation scheduled ๐
No one gave even a shred of a shit about me being in the women's sections. I was assured that this would be the case but ohhhhh mahhh gosh it still tremendously surprised me. I went up to the changing rooms with some things and they were gendered (why??) and the person there could see that I was standing there short circuited. And they just said "just go wherever you feel the most comfortable." And so I did!
Mission successful. God I'm such a fucking girl
Are trans people genuinely this much cooler than cis people or did I just get unlucky with the cis people in my life and lucky with the trans people?
New trans mega! Last night I was at a restaurant and I sit down and in the corner of my eye I see this girl. I look over and it's fucking ME!!! I was sitting near a mirror!!!!! I then sat there admiring my hair for helping the corner of my eye to gender me correctly
I adore all my trans comrades in the mega here, but seriously, shout out ash and TerminalEncounter specifically for helping me to absolutely beat the shit out of my egg. Their replies to my posts are always such a potent acid that melt away the denial and doubt
HOOOOOOOLY FUCKING SHIT
I was not prepared for how much I had underestimated how fun skirt go spinny was gonna be
misgendering, dysphoria
Ugh I just misgendered myself and it sucks and now I'm conceptualizing myself as a dude which is frustrating. I want to go back :(