Read the entirety of Gender Outlaw 
. cw discussion of dysphoria and medical gatekeeping
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_this week going good then I remember my period is Friday. will feel like shit, wanting to rip my uterus out .am glad I ordered T online , i won't have to be on a waitlist
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joined 1 month ago
Learning more Spanish and Russian. 
. I should get more arm exercises.
t and DashPCT >
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I purchased T but idk how the paying process works. Think I have a hang of it? Either way am happy.
Want to learn Russian but idk where to start. I switched to F-droid and Aurora Store , so many apps relay on Play 
. May or may not finally buy T .
still living with parents , I desperately want T but scared of my transphobic parent finding out about it.
cw mention of dysphoria
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I hate how I look and what my body does but am paranoid about hormones , if I buy them from RxAisle, will the packaging be discreet?
(referring to Blood in My Eye) theory is much quicker to read then I thought .
Sinc I have a sewing machine , I'm trying to thread it to make clothes but threading has so many steps. 
up with trans
From tracha on matrix
White ppl on this site making it very challenging to not take a hiatus.
Unrelated: reading Blood in My Eye
gender cw : dysphoria, discussion of essentialism
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I don't have a gender , I used to identify as transmasc but don't relate to masculinity so I think agender is right. Don't like being perceived as or being a woman but wouldn't like being a man either. I hate the 'born this way' narrative, we shouldn't have to justify why we're trans. I feel a lot of research about gender being "hardwired" just reinforces bio essentialism under the name of 'acceptance' , it's always agab language and treating sex as an absolute truth. i didn't fully realize everything until recently , like I said earlier trans people don't need justification for why they exist.
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I wrote a mediocre poem , idk if anyone would read it though, it's not pure garbage but it's not great (at least I think?) . poem below
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To change is to transgressWhether by clothes , pronouns , hormones, surgery or a mix of all 4
Being trans is to challenge the means of what is socially/politically accepted
You refuse to engage in cishet normativity Saying no to the 'idea' of 'biological sex' and 'biological gender'
Experiences of rejection and hate by entire political parties such as Labor or Democrat , even ones who like you are trans radicalize you
How could you support a system that wants you dead?
You no longer see the purpose of electoral politics
read theory, unionizing the workplace, practicing boycott, divestments and sanctions as well organizing with your fellow proles
Alas you came a long way, a new comrade made