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warmth rules. DAY 37 [OC, brainmade] in c/onehundredninetysix@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 1 hour ago

its certainly worth a try. for me, the shower cooperated, only being a little bratty at times.

... I don't like that word. "brat" sounds so aggressive and negative. it sounds like a really bad insult to me but then I see parents calling their children that in some movies and I go "huh so its not?"... its got such a vulgar sound to it but apparently a pretty soft "like to annoy peeps a lil" meaning.

let's make some ruudles. DAY 38 [OC, brainmade] in c/onehundredninetysix@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 points 2 hours ago (1 children)

nooooo sillyyyyyyyyy - u were supposed to use the can as a measuring device >o<

cuz a con of monster energy has exactly 0.5 liters, or 500 milliliters soooo- ye

that kitchen must smell like quite something tho after boiling monster energy...

let's make some ruudles. DAY 38 [OC, brainmade] in c/onehundredninetysix@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 points 3 hours ago (1 children)

this "recipe" was just meant to be a veeery simple and silly one, meant to encourage peeps to cook who don't usually cook at all >v<

you don't appear to be one of those people but... sure! follow it if you like.

open wide. DAY 36 [OC, edited*] in c/onehundredninetysix@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 3 hours ago (1 children)

hey nonononono it's totally fine!!! <3 <3 <3

i didn't mean that as rejection but more literally as: maybe not right here, in the open... maybe.

then again, i did do some of those in "public" in a deeply nested comment tree so... it should be fine? hmmm... it's getting late for me so not right now but i will come back to the comment.

let's make some ruudles. DAY 38 [OC, brainmade] in c/onehundredninetysix@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 points 5 hours ago (1 children)

that pesto you see in the recipe! that is my current favorite.

it's spicy, it's creamy a bit, it's fun, it smells good, it makes my tummy happy.

what's your fav something to put on noodles?

let's make some ruudles. DAY 38 [OC, brainmade] in c/onehundredninetysix@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 5 hours ago (3 children)

yass!!! noodles ~ ~ ~

so very noodly wet and wobbly, one can eat them.

i'm happy you share my excitement about noodles.

open wide. DAY 36 [OC, edited*] in c/onehundredninetysix@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 5 hours ago (3 children)

hmmm okayyyy we might not wanna play this out in lemmy comments maybe >v<

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let's make some ruudles. DAY 38 [OC, brainmade] (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
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i made some noodles, took some pictures and now i used some of them somewhere. horray!

alt image (catbox, high quality)

image sources:

  • the cropped image with the pot and the spoon and ribbon comes from here on pixabay, by congerdesign
  • the cropped image of a glass of water with a diamond in it is from here on pixabay by cocoparisienne

i've wanted to make a post like this for some time and today i had the time to. just one more post to go and then i'm finally caught up. oh well. the noodles were awesome btw. i kinda added the salt to late but eh they were fine and fun and a bit spicy thanks to the fun pesto.

i wish you a wonderful and tasteful day ~

EDIT: added image sources

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warmth rules. DAY 37 [OC, brainmade] (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
 

this slipped out of me some week ago so whateverrrrrr now it's a post. have fun.

alt image (catbox, high quality)

yes im putting catbox links as the alt links now because some clients and some regions straight up block catbox. sooo i'm hoping that blahaj lemmy image links as the main links work better. let's see how that goes.

yes i'm hoping for more comments through this, my secret technique.

got not much to add. still two posts to make.. let's see if i can make them.

i wish you a wonderful day ~

Shy and Cute Rule in c/onehundredninetysix@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone 12 points 9 hours ago

I almost kinda think those two traits tend to come packaged together.

open wide. DAY 36 [OC, edited*] in c/onehundredninetysix@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 points 1 day ago (5 children)

heheeeee would you like that? have a strawberry dance on your lips and slide into your mouth? would you like that, yeah?

cough cough .... don't interact if you don't feel like it.

AI Ruling [CW: JK Rowling] in c/onehundredninetysix@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 1 day ago* (last edited 1 day ago)

yeeesssss the playground truly was a playground with the purpose of... play.

but... don't tell this to anyone... but

secretyou can have fun with local language models and still have transitioned.

these smaller local models tool a massively smaller footprint to train, are much less restrictive and got a generally different vibe to them.
they are dumber than what big evil tech is selling to us, but... they are locally running on your lappytoppy or desktop.

for an easy gateway, pull ollama and run ollama run qwen3.5:4b. that commands pulls and runs a pretty okay Qwen model on your GPU or CPU (whatever ollama finds on your machine).
(qwen is a chinese model, by alibaba, so... if you don't like china, maybe run gemma4:e4b instead. it's by google...)

if you want more of those "literally just a text predictor" vibes, i hiiiiighly recommend llama-cpp. it's faster, it's good, it's what everything else is built on AND it even has a nice ui.
you can pull the release here (i recommend the "vulkan" one, even if you only have an iGPU).
once unpacked, pull some "gguf" model that fits in your VRAM or RAM from somewhere. if you have about 15 GB of RAM free on your system, you may want to try Qwen3.6-35B-A3B or it's no-conversation-training counterpart Qwen3.5-35B-A3B-Base at some lower quantization like the "IQ2_M" one.

  • click on the quant
  • click the "download" that appears in the sidebar
  • wait for it to finish

finally, run it with the "llama-server" binary you find in the llama cpp folder like so:

# ctk and ctv make it go faster
./llama-server --model ~/.llama-cpp/models/qwen3-coder/Qwen3-Coder-30B-A3B-Instruct-Q4_K_M.gguf -ctk q4_0 -ctv q4_0 --port 9090
0.00.036.875 I cmn  common_param: common_params_print_info: verbosity = 3 (adjust with the `-lv N` CLI arg)
0.00.037.353 W srv  llama_server: -----------------
0.00.037.356 W srv  llama_server: CORS is set to allow all origins ('*') and no API key is set
0.00.037.356 W srv  llama_server: this can be a security risk (cross-origin attacks)
0.00.037.356 W srv  llama_server: more info: https://github.com/ggml-org/llama.cpp/pull/25655
0.00.037.356 W srv  llama_server: -----------------
0.00.038.704 I srv    load_model: loading model '/home/maria/.llama-cpp/models/qwen3-coder/Qwen3-Coder-30B-A3B-Instruct-Q4_K_M.gguf'
0.00.641.956 W load: control-looking token: 128247 '</s>' was not control-type; this is probably a bug in the model. its type will be overridden
0.12.362.730 I cmn          init: llama threadpool init, n_threads = 2
0.13.447.376 I srv    load_model: initializing, n_slots = 4, n_ctx_slot = 101632, kv_unified = 'true'
0.13.474.204 I srv  llama_server: model loaded
0.13.474.220 I srv  llama_server: listening on http://127.0.0.1:9090/

open that page http://127.0.0.1:9090/ and see what goes.

ollama automatically creates a server in the background which you can curl from like this:

curl 127.0.0.1:11434/v1/chat/completions -d '{
> "messages": [
>   { "role": "user", "content": "heyhiiii ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ how we doinnnn?" }
> ]
> }'

llama-cpp is the same, but you gotta start the server like i showed earlier. these are standard "OpenAI-compatible" APIs. meaning: you can use them in agents and such if you wanna.

buuuuuut yeaaaa it kinda still is very much... LM stuff. so i can definitely understand staying far away from this.

drink rule in c/onehundredninetysix@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone 4 points 1 day ago (1 children)

hmmm then i don't want those treats, no thank you....

open wide. DAY 36 [OC, edited*] in c/onehundredninetysix@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone 6 points 1 day ago (7 children)

is this referring to me specifically or your perspective on the matter? >v<

i feel like having someone feed you berries and fruits is not on par with intercourse. it sits well above that.

having someone you feel so safe with, and who feels so safe with you that they are willing to do that, unprompted! that's about as strong as it gets.
imagine placing a strawberry oh so tenderly against someones lips and have them first pursed, but then soften and open up for you. imagine lightly sliding it in and then have them close up again, pursing their lips a bit, chewing and swallowing.

and finally feel a bit hesitant to want more.

i feel that this is super lovely and sweet and so very full of feelings one would not expect to find in such a situation.

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open wide. DAY 36 [OC, edited*] (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
 

i got some catching up to do so here's what you get for day 36: a buncha fun fruits and berries <3

alt image (catbox)

* edited note

  • the source image stems from here. it's made by silviarita, published on pixabay

on some days i'm not sure what to put online, soooo imma probably resort to making mama-posts. they don't feel forced to me, they are genuine but also they don't take that much time to make. this isn't lower quality, in my eyes at least. it's just a different type of post. and i think that's okay. variety. horray.

i wish you a wonderful and fruitful day <3

EDIT: whoops forgot to add the edited note. now it's in.

EDIT2: i'm jealous of erotador getting more likes than my post did.,., even tho i posted earlier. so i'm switching the main image to the blahaj zone one, so more peeps can see the image immediately, since apparently sometimes catbox links don't immediately display

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yes. DAY 35 [OC, brainmade] (files.catbox.moe)
 

they are together once more.

alt image

so i drew these first two panels and then went "what now?". initially i thought of having this incredible moment where Lilac would pick up White, spin them around in the air, put them down again, very gently, and kiss them. but, where Lilac is standing right now, she doesn't have the energy for that.

i wish you a wonderful day in which you are allowed to cry if you want to

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yes. no. now yes. DAY 34 [OC, brainmade] (files.catbox.moe)
 

it's been a long time coming. things did not go as planned. but now, finally, they are together once more.

alt image (blahaj zone, worse quality)

they should be together. they mustn't wait for the storm to stop. and i'm happy they are.

next post is gonna be exciting i think.

i wish you a wonderful day.

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rule on. have fun. DAY 33 [OC, edited*] (files.catbox.moe)
submitted 5 days ago* (last edited 5 days ago) by Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone to c/onehundredninetysix@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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i saw the depressingly small jungle gym box thing standing while eating outside at the local burger king and it got me sad. they used to be much larger, with bridges and such and they used to have these sometimes sprawling, large indoor ones, which really felt like you were exploring something.

* edited note

alt image (blahaj zone)

i was at some mcdonalds once which had a race track, like, you could race against other kids and see who would clear the parkour the fastest.

i love seeing these things which were made for kids and you can really feel the adults making the things really meant it. they really wanted to make a fun and interesting experience for the visitors. that's beautiful in my eyes.

i wish you a wonderful day in which you don't need to hide yourself.

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public ruling announcement. DAY 32 [OC, brainmade] (files.catbox.moe)
submitted 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) by Smorty@lemmy.blahaj.zone to c/onehundredninetysix@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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i'm sorry this had to be todays post. i have missed multiple posts and then had to catch up, sometimes making three or four posts a day.

i don't know if i can sustain this perfectly and i don't want to flood 196 with lazy posts, so here we are.

but i will try my best to have them be daily still. after making yesterdays post just now i felt exhausted and didn't have much juice left in me, so this is what it is for today.

i wish you a wonderful and stress-free day.

EDIT: i am also noticing that i want to post less because, canonically, White and Lilac are distant now so i can't draw them happily together anymore. at least not yet. i don't feel ready yet. distance can take a long time and maybe it is for Lilac to deal with that loneliness a bit.
but i also don't want to torture the characters so maybe i should just do it? i wonderfully sweet reunion?
it would be really nice and feel really nice, wouldn't it? but, as i have learned now, sometimes one has to stand through such times.
maybe having a reunion just for the sake of keeping the truck going is a good idea.
what do you think?

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ruling down at a place. DAY 31 [OC, inspired*] (files.catbox.moe)
 

sitting down at the local milk bar. Lilac feels like they can't do a thing. White is so far away... maybe this will fill the gap? no, it won't.

* inspired note:

  • the scene is heavily inspired by majoras masks milk bar

i'm not sure what to put here now. this is yesterdays post so i still gotta make todays post. gosh. i gotta get back to making.

maybe that post will be the puiblic service announcement? i'm not sure.

i hope that this time, i didn't forget to fill in some part of the drawing, like last time.... can you spot what i mean? find it out here!

why is Lilac here? well, this bar place was on the way home, so that's where she went, drenched from the storm still.

they feel terrible.

i wish you a wonderful day.

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no more carbonara. CW: diapers in image (unworn). DAY 29 [OC, edited] (files.catbox.moe)
 

so i purchased a five pack of these buldak "carbonara" noodles because my brother loves them so much. thing is that they are much less spicy than the regular black buldak noodles AND they have suuuuch a cutie print on them and the "5 PACKS" text, that when i purchased them in the store it kiiinda looked like i was purchasing... a pack of diapers. it has the same size kinda and the chicken figure "Hochi" is not helping that. so i sat down, edited the image and now we are here. my sins cannot be undone.

alt image (blahaj zone)

original carbonara noodles image

i think i did an okay editing job. didn't spend too much time on it... and didn't want to spend longer... so yea here u go

so now im gonna send this to my brother i guess, making fun of him for only being able to handle this kind of babying heat while STILL not putting in all the sauce. like - he's missing the entire point of the noodles in my onion 🧅.

like, he told me

what? you ate the black ones AND put in all the sauce? you do know that you aren't supposed to put in all the sauce, right?

like - sillyyyyyy brother, nonono it would be maximally silly not to put all the sauce. he's so very silly and i will make him feel very silly for only handling half the spice of an already not all that spicy noodle flavour. i got two of the 2x spicy ones btw.

this better not awaken anything in you ~

i wish you a wonderful, comfortable and lavender scented day ~

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silly little german chancellor. he doesn't rule. DAY 28.5 [OC, edited] (files.catbox.moe)
 

look at how shy he is. like, naw, you cannot tell me he is not enjoying this. he very clearly and obviously is enjoying this SO much. look at him, look how he's looking away, look how he's like trynna hide his silly blushy shy little smile away from the person dining his table. if only he would look nicer, be nicer, and this would not be the current german chancellor having a fun meetup with Winnie the Pooh (Xi Jinping), yeah, that would change the vibe of this image.

alt image

yes i'm making a second post for today, i'm sorry, i just got the time, got the vibes and i'm here to make a thing, so here i am MAKING IT. i'm here making the thing i wanted to make. and you peeps keep saying "do what feels right to you" so here i am doing what feels right to me.

i wish you a wonderful day and that you may have exciting experiences in it as well ~

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White is not ruling here. DAY 28 [OC, brainmade] (files.catbox.moe)
 

White was not home... but apparently left the lights on. the door is locked and White is outside, in the unyielding storm.

alt image (blahaj zone)

today i'm not feeling it. Lilac and White are not meeting up. not today, not tomorrow, not this month, maybe not even next month. what is Lilac gonna do now? text White? how unromantic!!!!! Lilac was hoping they could drink hot chocolate together and yap about things but now all those plane are moved to until White comes back from their parents. and you never know how long they are gonna stay there, when asking they just say "hm probably next month".

no, Lilac doesn't want to visit White while they are at their grandparents place, this sucks.

this is a sad day.

i'm sorry this one doesn't look as nice as the other posts, i just didn't feel like it, i feel like Lilac right now, i - i just was at burger king and had some chili chee burgers, and also some awful, terrible and super boring "chili cheese nachos". don't get them!!! instead, maybe try the whopper fries they got rn. i needed todays BK. and now im home, with a juiced monster mango logo infront of me.... sigh i just don't know.

here, have a consent cross:

consent cross

sometimes you are excited to try something, but are scared to. orrrr u feel super safe to do it and are still excited about it.

or maybe you have a soft limit which you still feel safe about, but just don't really like doing. orrr you are scared about it.

i believe that a two-dimensional system for these kinds of things makes sense. whatever, i have free time. dm me or whatever, i don't care, im Lilac in the rain, i'm now COLD and WET (in the rainy way) and BORED and LONELY and... i want friends to yap to.

i wish you a wonderful day and i wish that you must never be lonely.

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a safe rule. DAY 27 [OC, brainmade] (files.catbox.moe)
 

Lilac is finally here. finally, FINALLY they will meet their White. nothing bad happened, even if they are drenched like crazy.

alt image (blahaj zone, worse quality)

a saga is coming to an end. how will they meet? Lilac has been so absolutely furiously wanting to meet White even in the most aggressive of storms, but was this really worth it? they could have just waited a couple of days, maybe weeks, and the storm™ would have dissolved itself... probably.

btw: i got good news for the "post viewer" im trynna make. i tasked a.... probabilistic and unverified software manipulator to separate the krita file layers and present them as a cool parallax effect and that does look really cool. have a look:

3D view of some of my posts (CW: it's LM-slop)

video link (in case it doesn't preview correctly)

you can even see outside of the bounds which is suuuuch a cool effect. when i make mine, i'm obviuosly gonna make that togglable and such. i want this to... actually be good so ye

in my onion, this looks preeeetty cool. so now i know this is a doable task for myself to implement in Godot. horray! like - this is actually achievable. godot also has plenty plugins to directly import krita files so... yes, this is very doable. which is good! like - the conversion will probably be one of the smaller hurdles in the project. this feels very doable now.

i wish you a wonderful and exciting day (in the good way) ~

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