I am trying to pack my belongings & leave my family. and seeking somebody to live with. I asked the PSL person if I could live with them, but they said I wasn't able to live with them because they already have a roommate, And it is taking so long to talk to them. So i am asking you guys on this site instead. i am going to going to try setting up my matrix on here so we can talk more privately.

Most of the people I'm around are reactionaries and every -ism especially my whole family. Talking to people on lemmygrad is somewhat good but i am craving physical interaction pretty strongly.

Hope they let me join

I've been interested in the sport for a while because I think it's fun. Not apart of any team yet but probably getting there.

I've been trying to join a political party for awhile (PSL & FRSO) but i found my self in a bunch of swarming concerns like: -not being able to join either party due to both not having an -hearing about the bad things about both parties -the PSL's use of google forms -seeing the comment about how the upper leadership in the FRSO are a bunch of feds. -and the $20 annual fee in the FRSO.

yeah, the intrusive thoughts are messing with me very hard.

I would explain but I don't know how.

I just want to kill my "family" and a bunch of other assholes, pack all of my stuff, steal a plane, and fly to the socialist countries. But I also want to stay for the revolution plus the killing of my "family" and others. And i am on the brink of homelessness. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!