[-] Alice@beehaw.org 2 points 6 hours ago

I'm so sorry πŸ’” Your actions sound completely responsible given what you knew. I don't think anyone here would have predicted the outcome.

[-] Alice@beehaw.org 2 points 7 hours ago

Oh that sounds rad! And congratulations!

[-] Alice@beehaw.org 3 points 7 hours ago

I'm glad you're doing better!

[-] Alice@beehaw.org 4 points 2 days ago

Oh yeah also should have fucked that lil fry cook

[-] Alice@beehaw.org 6 points 2 days ago

My mom let all her kids go to school while living at home and paying very little towards bills. I really wanted to, but my older siblings convinced me not to. They couldn't drive, so they'd have to drop out, and it's not fair for the younger one to go to school first. But if I wait my turn, they'll be able to help me.

Yeahhhh, my turn never came. I got disillusioned and moved out. I could never afford to go to school now. I don't think any of them ever used their degrees anyway.

Every day I wish I'd told them to shove it, and done what I wanted to do.

[-] Alice@beehaw.org 1 points 2 days ago

Even our "relatable" characters never deal with housing insecurity, and their cars may have rust and dents but they're reliable.

[-] Alice@beehaw.org 2 points 4 days ago

OK, there are a few things the internet wouldn't let me forget.

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[-] Alice@beehaw.org 7 points 4 days ago

How did I know she was from The Super Mario Super Show before reading the text? I have almost no memory of that show.

[-] Alice@beehaw.org 6 points 4 days ago

Not a retiree but I approve this meme

[-] Alice@beehaw.org 7 points 4 days ago

Hi! Hope you enjoy it :)

[-] Alice@beehaw.org 6 points 4 days ago

Thank you ❀️ it makes me sad though, because I know my friends act the way they do because they have trouble controlling their anxiety. Now that I've thought about it, I don't hold it against them because that's exactly what my disorder is.

It just sucks because I don't want to let this shit control my relationships, and I doubt they do either. They're all really funny, creative, passionate people, and they deserve safe friendships as much as I do.

[-] Alice@beehaw.org 11 points 5 days ago

Not the best. Have some kind of recurring fungal infection that I've just been slapping with OTC cream, but it keeps popping back up in random places. Had two yeast infections this month. I don't think I'm particularly unhygienic so I don't know what's going on, but I've racked up enough medical bills and my savings are gone due to moving expenses.

Speaking of moving... no progress. My friend who owns a van forgot they were going to help me on my day off πŸ™ I think I'm getting depressed being stuck in my current place surrounded by boxes.

I'm also lonely. I lied and told my long-distance friends that I'm taking a screen break to focus on moving, but actually I needed time away from them. I have moral scrupulosity OCD and they know it but keep doing things that aggravate it, like reading these really intense moral stances into things I say and self-flagellating for not conforming to what they think my opinion is. One of them told me outright that he bases his morals on me. (I'm a mean, paranoid dropout with no background in ethics, social sciences, or philosophy, so this is a baffling choice.)

I know my mental health is my responsibility and it's not their fault I have OCD, but my mind tortures me when I'm around them. I feel like a cult leader. Like I'm going to break them, or lead them into trouble. On top of that, they can't stand the rituals I developed before talking to them. So in this case I think taking responsibility for my mental health actually means fucking off. I'm focusing on befriending my coworkers and keeping it extremely casual. I never want anyone to be that invested in me again.

I hope next week I can post about how I'm happy in a new place and my coworkers liked getting sushi.

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I've only found a couple and they're dead. Pro trans communities only.

Noticed I've been looking at women differently lately and kinda wanna check out the wlw scene.

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Hey all. I was looking for a dock online and noticed a decent amount of third party ones on ebay and Amazon. Anyone tried any, or know a good brand?

I don't see myself playing on my TV much, just when I have friends over, so I can't justify the cost of the name brand.

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I have a relative who I don't want to cut off, but it's obvious they need me more than I need them and it's exhausting. They want me to drop everything and spend time with them at a moment's notice, usually eating out which is super expensive, and they constantly have mental health crises and text me that they "need" me.

I can say no to them, that's not the problem, but they haven't gotten the hint and are just as clingy years after years of it. It's really unhealthy for me to be their only friend when I don't feel the same way. Is there any way to encourage them to expand their social life without sounding like a dick? I have no social grace and sound like a dick a lot.

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