you should get medical attention from a professional
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Bloody lizard people messing with us humans again. Smh

This kind of thinking strongly suggests you should see a doctor as soon as practical. Not in an "online argument" way. Literally, to the extent that you're maybe not feeling quite yourself lately, consider whether it might be suggesting needing some medical care. It's complex stuff to experience, but there are intelligent and kind people who know what to do and deal with it all the time.