"Wowie look at my tool call format": this sucks and is getting me nowhere.
always on HF (huggingface), always pulling the latest llama-cpp to test, quantize and run the latest smol text predictors and image segmenters.
my brain is mush, my mood on the subject is low and my interest in scaffolding and harnessing is decreasing at a rapid pace.
real agents need real models: large ones. deepseek V4 flash, minimax M3, Kimi.
i dont want to pay for those, that defeats the "fun playing" part of it and makes me think of money (yes, I know its cheap, I'd be paying like 2β¬ a month, but still!)
if i make a godot agent, nobody cares about it, its "efficiency", how its animated, how easy and fun it is to set up and how fluid the text parsing and tool call previews are. there wont be a youtuber person saying "ooh thats smooth.... how are other agents so much worse?" about it.
only vibe-coding claude-suckling losers are gonna use it, complain about no free tier and leave.
the only one who cares is me, and i should spend that effort elsewhere and stop caring about this stupid hypie bs.
large-scale stuff is fun, whatever, but its out of my interest pool, so i dont care.
smol local models suck, which is where i live, so:
my experience sucks as much as the local models do.
why is it so difficult to distance myself from this stuff?
is it
- fear?
- actual interest?
- weird investment thoughts?
- the idea of making something good with it?
- the wish of local LMs to become viable? (yes it is)
its not like im profiting in any way, nobody cares about what i do and i also stop caring.
but what do i follow instead?
... watch.... gameplay videos? naw
... work on Bloom. yea fair. whatever I do, I should always be working on Bloom instead. (its a game about some butterfly character exploring a 3D mountain in the Austrian alps and-- collecting nectar from flowers and such. I still only have concept art.)
im sitting alone on the balcony, while peeps are celebrating in the hall and I dont want to celebrate with them.
they are partially celebrating our replacement.
this is the softest "overthrow the world" scenario ive heard of so far.
its not all overblown. its not all bs. its not all cash-grabby CEO sloppery. its not all useless chatbots in places you dont want them. its not all "optimize the human away" agendas. its not all just there to be there.
but oh boy π¦ it sure seems so from the outside.
i believe that language models in particular have actual good uses.
they can simplify computer navigation, help or come up with scientific / mathmatical breakthroughs and they can help with understanding subjects on a deeper level, without having to pay a personal tutor or have smart friends (which would obviously be preferred).
is that worth training on the entire internet? im not sure.
if chatgpt ++ pro max and claude opus mythos plus times 10 xhigh 3x speed were free to use and run locally, maybe we (or I at least) would think differently about this. because.... let's be real: ai is not "eating all of our water". most data centers use basic fans or closed-loop water cooling. just like any water-cooled PC at home does and the main environmental problems stem from the power consumption, which is an energy-source problem and less of an LM-specific problem.
if THIS was whats possible with local language models: that would be great!
no more man-in-the-middle company, no bad feels about continuous compute waste, no more feeling of being sold back all of digital humanities labour with no compensation.
but thats not where we are. these capabilities are behind 200β¬/month paywalls, proprietary models and... awfully excited CEOs selling their text predictors as the second coming of jesus Christ (our all lord and saviour), god (whos less interesting) and mosis (I think he can split oceans. pretty cool).
i need a permanent vacation from local language models.
if anyone reads this, give us your thoughts! or give them to me at least, if no one else is around, I will read them.
this was human-written in case anyone thought otherwise.