I really am kind of messy but it's because I work so much I don't have time to do anything properly at all. I always feel frantic.
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I'm horrible at acting in my own best interest and will say no to opportunities because i don't feel like i deserve it or that I'm capable of doing something.
That I have a tendency towards addiction with drugs. I've been high (marijuana) more often than not for the past decade, with spurts of alcoholism peppered in throughout my adult life. I also had a phase for about a year where I did shrooms once or twice a week.
I still struggle with my consumption, but at least now I'm aware that it can easily get to the point where it affects my life too much and can cut back when I'm starting to feel like I'm getting sucked in. I think I'll always be an addict of some form or another, though.
I am an "all or nothing type". Have weed in the house? It will be smoked daily. But, I stopped years ago. Stopped thinking about it, stopped being around people associated with it. I am proud now. I hope to be proud years from now from not throwing money away. Gotta let go and not think about it.
Iβm a lazy follower who never figured out who I was, so I just followed the path of least resistance. As a result, I donβt like myself very much and cope with sarcasm and wit.
I'm just not that... (insert thing here)
I feel like OP just wanted to brag that they're rich enough to have access to brokerage accounts.
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