If you feel like you're a scummy asshole by the standards of the society you're in, you kind of have to convince yourself that it's the society that's wrong, so you can remain the hero of your own story, in your own head.
Nkw if you're on top of it a megalomaniac malignant narcissistic piece of crap with way more wealth than any human should ever have, you don't only convince yourself, you try to convince the whole world, and you try to change the very values of that society.
What a deeply fucking sick piece of barely human garbage.