Yes, this is a Boob Appreciation Post (BAP for short ๐), sue me, I like my boobs even though I'm probably only an AA cup.
Went for a walk wearing a sweater. Me being me, made it indecent and didn't wear anything underneath, which obviously made my nipples stick out, a lot. Bf fell asleep, so I had no sex so I was horny and wearing just my sweater gave me better access, letting me rub my nipples any time.
Don't sue me, okay? I was super horny and it just feels so freaking good ๐ญ
(God, my body suuuuucks tho)
God, I'm so flat ๐ญ
I told my grandma I was gonna need a bra soon...her response was:
I would give you one, but I don't think I have a bra that small" ๐
Gee, thanks grandma! I'm not insecure about being flat-chested at all, don't worry ๐ญ
Well...no matter what, small boobs are worlds ahead of no boobs at all, for me at least. The sensations of touching them, playing with them, just having them, seeing them bounce in the mirror when I walk, really seeing them bounce when I ride my bf, him sucking on them....OMFG
I love having boobs. It's a dream come true โค๏ธ
Also, I've just kinda...tried my best to stop being insecure about my shoulders. I mean, I'm still secretly hoping they'll shrink a bit, because of muscle loss...if I'm not lying, I don't think the "bony part" is as broad as the entire soft part of my shoulders? Idk, I'm just trying to justify having massively broad shoulders I guess...oh well. SRS and FFS for me and I think I'll be good ๐
I'm sorry you're going through that. I'm sorry...I hope your own transition works out
I'm a piece of human trash. I'm ugly and pathetic and completely useless. And I'm bothering everyone with my own problems, which I should be solving myself. I'm so, so sorry ๐
No, you aren't "trash" just because some awful people are really bothered by your identity. You could really benefit from an IRL support network and you do deserve it (it's not bothersome for genuine allies to spread joy! I've been greatly enjoying the past month!) although I admit you've got the right to approach people at your own pace, and I'm sorry for having been too pushy, I really should take more of the anti-chauvinist book to heart. You'll know where to find me if you choose to get in contact again...
You're not trash. We have our battles but we are all in this together. We will be living our lives the damned best we can make - live to spite fate!