Today I said goodbye to my best furry friend, my constant and fickle companion, Linux. She was 16, she had a wonderful life full of people who loved her. She was pampered and spoiled and slightly fat.
I'm broken right now. I miss her so much it physically hurts. I loved her the most.
So sorry for your loss! I'm sure she was loved. Allow yourself to grieve, it's normal. You'll have to treasure the memories you have with her now.