Please don't apologize. I vacillate, but I do entirely understand, understand, working on overstanding. I've been musing this for years, I just feel sorry for the planet and myself, periodically. I've been meaning to get out of the house, and have been checked at every turn, lately (although interrupted sleep certainly also lends itself to petulant moods).

Earlier today, ("Elsewhere I wrote!"), after these musings:

Maybe a pinch of optimism can't hurt... We managed to get here from the caves. We do need to pay as much attention to the inner work as we pay to the outer work, though. Maybe that's our next evolutionary leap.

I appreciate you refusing to let me wallow in despair and probably self-pity, if I go deep inside and honest. It does none of us any good.

Edit to add: and you're not wrong, but Idk about the ACP. Sounds like Neonazism, to me.