It seems like you're directing this at me, and I can say that ultimately before November 5th I would have nodded my head in agreement. For basically the last 20 years I've been more or less obsessively following politics. I've voted in every election, primaries, midterms, special elections, local elections, and general. I've canvassed and donated. I've perpetually kept my eye on the news and participated in a invite-only political debate sub-reddit back in my reddit days. I've advocated IRL at my own workplace, risking my job security.

But now I'm verging on suicidally disinterested. After this result I want to disconnect so fucking badly. I want to check out and it feels like there is no escape. I don't even enjoy my "escapes" like video games, movies/TV, books as much as I used to. All of it feels like a grey sludge while a radioactive fire burns the world.

And the problem is, even if things get sorted out, I will never want to care again. Even if the US fixes its major problems I will forever be disgusted with the majority of my fellow citizens and be ambivalent about most of their well being. I am permanently mentally isolated after this election. The rest of my life seems intrinsically and inescapably dimmer.

Will I care anyway? Yes eventually and inevitably, I'll feel emotionally pulled to care. Its just how my brain works. And I will resent it. I resent it now.

[–] BrainInABox@lemmy.ml -2 points 1 year ago

You were fanatically supportive of genocide, while heaping venom and hatred on the people who oppose it; I don't think anyone cares what you are 'disgusted' by. Your boos mean nothing, we've seen what makes you cheer.