I'm also not the biggest improv person, I enjoy it when other people do it tho. And I don't understand why people see this as an 'either improv or crunching numbers' thing. There's more you can do to have fun with PnP.

And there's nothing wrong with destroying them goblins. I just don't wanna spend the whole night doing it.. also relearning the whole combat system every month is a pain. Even more experienced players struggle with that lol.