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You're right I don't go out often and much rather spend my days at home online. I work now and so I'm daily put in social situations and wow some people are just outright terrible. There some sweet people out there but these terrible people just want to ruin everyone's experience. I struggle at keeping my boundaries and hence made my irl social experiences much worse.

But I'll keep trying. Thanks.

True. I really missed out on the average teenage experiences thinking it would be beneficial for me not to indulge in such experiences to focus on my studies. In the end, I didn't get much out of the studies either lol as I couldn't land a job in my specialisation.

Sucks to suck but I have come to terms on this as not everyone's teenage experiences have to the same and it's fine if I end up on the shorter end of the stick. There's a lot more to life (hopefully) than just your student days.

Yeah, I assumed these are feelings of a breakup and I'll just try to keep myself busy till time heals everything. Thanks.

Oh, sorry for not being clearer. I had a fight with this online friend of mine, and have gone no-contact for few months now. I tried reconnecting but they seem to have moved on. Sucks, I miss her but it is what it is.

The lonely part is true. I have people around me everyday but not the ones who can I share everything with. You can only share so much with your family.