kiara

joined 2 weeks ago
[–] kiara@piefed.blahaj.zone 9 points 1 day ago (1 children)

I have a nice hat. It's white with flowers embroidered on itπŸͺ»

[–] kiara@piefed.blahaj.zone 2 points 2 days ago (1 children)

Thank you, I always enjoyed learning new things like programming languages, programming concepts and how computers work, but I have no motivation now and even when I had the motivation to start learning VHDL recently, I just couldn't read the documentation about it, I could read the words, but couldn't connect them to sentences. I still have a breadboard laying on my desk where I tried out different circuits many months ago, like flip-flops and even a full adder made of TO-92 transistors.

[–] kiara@piefed.blahaj.zone 4 points 4 days ago

I remembered. Went swimming this year for the first time in years, it was nice, but already far too long ago ☁️🌻

[–] kiara@piefed.blahaj.zone 8 points 5 days ago (2 children)

I can't remember the last time I was happyπŸ₯€

[–] kiara@piefed.blahaj.zone 10 points 6 days ago

πŸ«‚πŸ₯€

[–] kiara@piefed.blahaj.zone 32 points 6 days ago (2 children)

three days isn't that bad πŸ₯€

[–] kiara@piefed.blahaj.zone 2 points 1 week ago (1 children)

I'm a bit better, but still lonely

[–] kiara@piefed.blahaj.zone 2 points 1 week ago

Thank you. I am eating enough, I was very underweight before I started hormones and I am now only slightly underweight

[–] kiara@piefed.blahaj.zone 2 points 1 week ago (3 children)
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submitted 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) by kiara@piefed.blahaj.zone to c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone
 

I made a similar post a few weeks ago, but just remembered that the last time I had friends was over ten years ago, when I was ten.
My whole life at the moment is going to work during the week and being too exhausted for anything for the rest of the day and having no motivation to do anything on the weekends.

The only people around me are my family and my colleagues. Nobody asks how I am or is otherwise interested about me.

I don't know why I should continue to live, I don't see many reasons for it

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